Good evening community, I hope you’re having a great Friday. Something weird just happened to me and I thought I’d post it here. I left work and took the bus to return home, I sat down and rested my head on the window to relax my body a little. And in a flash I received an image in my mind, it was a creature, some kind of demon or spirit I suppose, quite unpleasant looking. He was wearing rags and standing under a tree with very dark leaves, his mouth was dripping blood and he was chewing his own teeth. In fact, I could feel the metallic taste and warmth of the blood in my mouth, and also the hardness of the teeth, as if I were chewing them myself. I was stunned and perfectly aware of what was happening, I didn’t know what to do or say. But he interrupted my astonishment by telling me: “I was waiting” (I know, it sounds like a cheap quote from a random tv show). Then the image disappeared just as it came. I opened my eyes and couldn’t stop thinking about it ever since. How strange, lately I felt very depressed, abandoned and alone, disoriented and even with a crisis of faith, I would say. I’ve been complaining about how I don’t feel heard by any spiritual entity.
It’s the first time that I have some kind of vision, I was never very skilled at those things so I have no idea what or who I saw. Is that creature familiar to any of you? A demon or spirit chewing on his own teeth? I don’t know his name or what that vision means, but I would appreciate any information or suggestion on it. Should I protect myself in some way? The truth is that at that moment I didn’t feel bad but curious, my heart was beating very fast. As always, thank you very much in advance!
I would say this is significant, and means the entity is not baneful to you. I sound to me like it’s come with a message of some kind, and was waiting for you to be able to receive it. It feels and looks like a Fae to me, something Earthy, of the Earth. If you see him again ask him if his name is Robin Goodfellow (this is a nice name for goblins, hearth elves/or hobgoblins and other related friendly Fae, in the British Isles at least.)
It could also be a manifestation of your own subconscious trying to get through to you by being dramatic.
I don’t think it will be back now it’s massage is delivered, and it seems friendly enough. It’s worth leaving a little something something outside as a thank you offering. Maybe a piece of bread, or a piece of unwrapped candy.
Chewing on it’s own teeth is given a lot of weight in your post, that that might be the crux of it. To me, and it might speak differently to you, it smacks of a warning of self sabotage and self consumption. One that leads to a dilapidated or diminished state symbolised by it’s dressing in rags.
So when you say you’ve been calling out for answers and feeling shunned by the spirits, this could be a response. This communication took a huge amount of effort, o it’s telling you you are not being ignored, they are here for you and hear you, but something you are doing, or not doing, is preventing easier communication for you to know that.
Maybe you need to banish parasites, maybe trust yourself more, maybe find new ways to develop your psychic senses to the subtle realms. We have some tutorials on that, but using tarot cards, pendulums and practicing lucid dreaming and remote viewing all help develop those skills.
I can’t thank you enough for your detailed answer and the time you put into it. Thanks a lot I took note of each one of your suggestions and I will begin to apply them.
You’re right, I’m having a hard time, I suffer from anxiety and depression and that makes me rummage through my own mind all the time, most of the time I’m thinking negative things that are detrimental to myself, so I strongly agree when you mention self-sabotage.
Thank you very much again, I’ll get to work on it right now, have a great weekend!
Glad I could help, and thanks, hope you have a great weekend too!