so I had a weird experience that would usually have of terrified me but instead I was just very pissed off. what happened was i went to sleep at like 310 am after doing a ritual calling on lucifer. I then have a being leaning over me either forcing something into or out of my mouth with it’s right arm going in my mouth (or out). I was lying in bed and it was dark so I believe I was in the astral as it was not an actual dream. I tried pushing it away once I was aware of what was happening i only noticed it lasting for a couple seconds (but it could of been longer idk). Anyways I then was back in my body and awake and satvyo turned the light on and was pissed but not scared at all. not even slightly. this has never happened to me on general (that situation or not being scared by it)
my big question here is has this happened to any of you? this actual incident not so much not being afraid? Any thoughts on what thst entity was doing to me? trying to either put something in me or taje something out? what coukd it be?
I know many of you will probably say do some divination or ask the spirits but i cannot heae them on demand or see them. I have no real divination skills either. any thoughts on this guys and gals? od perfer if only people that actually knew what they were talking about or who had similar experiences would answer these questions. I don’t want a completely fresh occultist or newbie in this field telling me what they think happened or is happening. thank you