Currently i’, presented with a very fascinating and scary object:
Satureday Night, i had a Vision Dream wich i was kept lockd in a Mental Hospital, getting Infusions of Toxic to keep my mind humbled.
First try to escape changed my appearence from very old man to jung child, being even more blocked and humbled. Actually in Child state i was completly detached from Mental stable thinking. Another child kept talking to me - wich propably was the source of toning me down without infusions.
It kept me in place on a corridor until i was picked up by some of the doctors in the place. They moved me back to my room, increasing the amount of infusions.
Took a while, then i became upper hand in direkt fight with one of the doctors, due to confronting her and pushing one of the infusions into her body.
She instantly flee, alarm mode was set on the whole building and she was in emergency areal for detox.
Meanwhile i was on Corridor, tryin to find a way to escape again.
One of the passing Doc’s warned me: Go into the Emergency Area and you’ll be helplessly overwhelmed!!!
So i pushed myself through the next Window.
I jumped to a Wall about 20 meters away, from where i was outside.
The Outside place became crowded, people seurching for me and tryin to get me back in.
I reached 3 versions of my Dad, one very obviously being an enemy, only showing up in his fashion, then my real dad, close to him, in a very hidden, masked way. I passed by both, becouse i knew if i go to my Dad, it’s game over. The other one would instantly catch me.
I ran on, reaching the third, wich was a Red-Skinned, White Beared version of Dad.
I reached him, huged him and we both began to cry a shamanic Haul, scattering the whole Area and Building.
The People began to flee from us, and we started to instantly manifest a full Raid of Jungle Creatures.
Elephants. Snakes. Birds. Panthers. and more.
From there on, i knew damage was huge enove to be save, and i woke up from the Vision.
Next two times i was dreaming, i was surrounded by much more nicely persons, not being attacked directly.
Seems, this time my fight back was big enove to make an empact!
Normaly, the moment i become aware and start fighting them, i get kicked out of the vision into awake state.
This Night, i was in a setting of half-Store, half-Hospital, where we was depleting Tons of Items, and taking care of people.
I wasn’t alerted by the stuff going on, so i didn’t start to defend anything.
Seems the approach changed, so i was being pulled into acepting their ongoing attacks again for the next times.
Only issue with that: they loaded white Metal Boxes out of a Truck, each as big as a dead pig at the butchery.
I asked if i can help, since i was involved with all other works going on at the place.
They refused, and pushed me to go away.
Even tho, the first impession was that the Boxes were filled with food supply, my previous visions teached me: in this areal, food isn’t food, but infusions.
So, i guess there is an actual fight going on, where i’m involved propably since a few month. But the attacking forces start making more mistakes at the moment.
I still train myself to have faster and bigger access to my abilitys, since basicly in that realm, i’m usualy blocked by shutting my awareness out.
The more i become aware, and therefore able to fight back, the faster i get kicked back into awake mind.
Wanted to share the Story, since i think this opressive forces is usually relying on victims to be defenseless.
Also, the way they attack specially the Mental part of their victims, and keeping them unaware, i strongly belief that i didn’t get the full picture, and the main reason why they do all this effort.