I feel like I’ve dug myself into a hole somehow… okay, it’s like… I think I’m a bit too protected. You get people on here, a lot of new users posting about how some entity starts sexually assaulting them or they have astral sex dreams. I had sex dreams ages ago, and it was before I had the sensitivity I have now, so I barely felt them and it didn’t feel like sex - guess that’s cause there was a disconnect there.
Anyway… what I’m trying to say is, maybe that’s why I don’t have sex with demons cause I’m too protected? Like nothing is going to come molest me if they know that I know I can just call Archangel Michael’s name and stop it immediately. So I think the fact that I’m too protected is one problem, and the other is I suck at astral travel! I practiced for a bit but lately I’ve been unfocused.
And okay I’d like to be molested, gah! Even if the experiences weren’t asked for everyone seemed to enjoy them. For a while I thought my spirit lover wasn’t fucking me in dreams cause he wanted to make sure I really loved him. But maybe it’s me. Dammit this is so frustrating.