I’m working through the BOA and I’m on the verge of seeing entities. I can feel the atmospheric shifts and darkness enter the room. My ears tune into the whispers of voices speaking through the ambient sounds of the room. Sigils flash and jump off the page in glowing 3-D.
I’m able to connect with images associated with the spirit in my inner vision as well. This afternoon I was calling Fro’ghla’tasch and could see the wolf image clearly in my minds eye. It moved independently of what I expected it to. She was standing in a dead winter forest, black trees and white snow. The wolf was calm at first then, showed it’s teeth stained with blood, and growled. I kept calling out staring into the smoke billows, but I could not hold my concentration long enough to materialize the spirit. I think the knocking on the walls distracts me from calling the spirit forward, that and the cell phone ringing interrupted me too.
I went back to the circle and called again, this time standing up. I let my gaze shift to the mandala hanging across the room. I was lost in its geometric patters but gave the call again for the spirit to come. I was startled when the sheet started to move. I’m sure it was the air conditioner but it looked like someone was behind the sheet moving it.
I let my vision slip out of focus again. As I refocused a black shadow was faintly standing in front of me. I could see a veiled face with the mouth, chin and neckline showing. The lipstick she was wearing was the purple of a corps. At that point I issued the command. Then dismissed the spirit.
I know that I am close to having a full on experience with the Spirits of the Infernal Kingdom. I had a couple of previous experiences where spirits materialized to me in a tangible way. Meaning that I could not only see, hear, and smell them, but I could reach out and touch them as well. However that experience was not something I commanded to happen, it was a wake up call to the spirit world. I would like to hear your thoughts and experiences. What’s your advice on causing the spirits to appear?