I made a bath using herbs and tools that resonate with Mars for the purpose of energizing and unblocking myself.
I also used the Litany of Mars as well. After everything was set, I was guided to use a chicken bone I had cleaned earlier in the day and the Death Oil I had consecrated for over a year. I added it to the bath and turned on some Horror ritual music.
I saw a man wearing a goats mask with a machete and a long black robe. The Goat mask had deer horns In it.
He had a head that was constantly changing faces, some family being my enemies, some faces being me.
He then held up the head of a Stag.
The room had a reddish lighting to it perfect for Mars.
Thr Vision then changed and I saw Ravens with bloody eyes picking flesh from Dead Carcasses. This is where shit got weird.
The vision kept changing, and showed distorted Ravens of quite Demonic proportions, with jagged teeth, blood red eyes, etc.
It then changed back to the Man in the Mask this whole time and showed him holding my body up and dropping me on the ground. I was dead.
He then summoned flames that charred my body but ressurection me. However what I saw wasn’t me but my Doppleganger.
I was calm this whole time.
I got up and sat on the edge of the bath with a feather from a Dead Raven carcass and slightly tinged it. As the smoke and scent filled the bathroom, I meditated and held a Death Vigil of Sorts.
The music ain’t help the fact that I was already Dazed and confused.
I just now ended everything and felt guided to document my experiences. The bath was great, but any advice or interpretation for the Visions?
I feel like it has to do with Death and rebirth or some stereotypical bullshit like that