The vibrations come at different times. I have felt it a few times while meditating but definitely not every time. Most of the time I feel it when I’m watching Tv or reading and I start zoning out in deep thought, so usually when I ignore everything else around me and am only focusing on what’s in my mind and it most often occurs when pondering theories on existence, magick or ideas for my ascent. But I don’t just feel the rumbling I can hear it buzzing, it sounds like being close to a powerline that’s overloaded with too much electricity.
Kaisa, I found a website that explains the Hermetic principles of the Kybalion. They explain all 7 principles in detail including the law of vibration.
Getting ready to read more, but this site is basically the entire Kybalion book for free, like an e-book but instead of in pdf form you just read the entire thing on this website, no downloads required.
I wondered if this was just another one of those oddities I experience from time to time. Like Kaisa said she (you are female correct?) feels something like this more intensely when she’s around Belial. I can’t link this to any particular entity but I’ve had strange phenomena occur in addition to the vibrations and buzzing sounds. On occasion I get a massive headache in the back of my head just above my spine and at the same time in the center of my forehead too, like a tension headache that won’t subside after a few hours and it lasts for 3-5 days at a time. Usually only occurs after several days of heavy meditation and ritual. I try releasing pent up energy and grounding myself, doesn’t help, neither does just taking it easy and resting. It just goes away on its own when it’s ready to.
I don’t have migraines, tumors, blood clots, nothing that could possibly explain these headaches and you know how doctors are they did a bunch of MRI scans and bloodwork too, everything was normal. I’m otherwise healthy but I also occasionally have a seizure and I’ve had epilepsy tests too which were normal. This happens every few years but only when I am very UNDER stimulated. Like when I’m in very deep thought, calm, and zoning out everything goes black around me and then I open my eyes, someone standing there holding my head and repeating my name. They tell me I had a seizure, convulsions, non-responsive to others. I wake up thinking I just had my eyes closed for a sec but am told otherwise. It’s never triggered by flashing, loud noises, or the usual stimuli that people with actual epilepsy experience.
One time I came to from a seizure but was still slipping in and out of consciousness somewhat and my friend recorded it because I was saying some strange stuff, speaking to her as if I was someone else. I have an odd sense of humor so she recorded me because she figured I’d enjoy laughing at myself later on when I felt better. But she had me on video telling the paramedic in a very heavy Italian accent that my name was Gertrude Marie Robinson from New Jersey and I kept asking where my teenage daughter Tamara was.
My name is NOT Gertrude, not from Jersey, I don’t have an Italian accent and I’m not old enough to have a teenage child. What’s even more odd is that when the paramedic was asking me basic questions to trigger me into becoming alert I told him I weighed 480 pounds and he said ma’am there’s no way you weigh 480 you are 125 at the most because the EMS was speaking to the real me but the out-of-it me said “What are ya fuckin nuts? You’re lookin right at me, my left leg weighs 125 pounds all by itself.” again in a heavy Italian accent. But the EMS said ma’am you had a seizure you’re speaking gibberish but I just kept insisting on speaking to my non-existent daughter Tamara.
And the most recent one I had was last year and this time I had 3 witnesses. Nothing strange happened that time but I was standing up and I looked at my friend who was sitting down and I reached out for her and said “move bitch move outta that ch…ch…” and just then I fell right on top of her. Everyone there believes I asked her to move so harshly because my mind could tell something wasn’t right and was telling me to sit down right away but I was physically unable to explain why I needed to sit and before I could finish my sentence I had another seizure. When I woke up I had no memory of saying that. I remember closing my eyes and enjoying the music that was playing and my other friends David and Stacey were playing Playstation4 and eating pizza.
They told me there was no music or video games playing when that happened that everyone was sitting around in silence talking. And that there was no pizza so I had a completely different memory of what happened before I blacked out than what everyone else does. However, I learned later on that during my seizure David suggested to his wife to go order a pizza because I would be waking up soon and would probably need to eat. I must’ve somehow heard him talking about pizza during my seizure and when I woke up I turned it into a false memory as if it had already happened.
A pattern I’m noticing here, is that seizures also occur during the times in my life when I am most active with magick. The times when I am not just living a magickal lifestyle as normally, but when I am so deep into a new form of magick I discovered that it becomes an obsession and all I focus on. When I reach a new spiritual enlightment and crazy events happen that verify to me even more that there’s no way in hell magick is NOT real, that’s when these strange seizures occur.