I was watching section 6 of mastering evocation just now.
As E. A. got to the part of calling Beelzebub everything was going fine for me. But as he took the dagger and cut himself I began to feel queasy.
Now it’s true, that I get queasy when I see shows detailing surgery etc. but this was far more. I was very much into the whole process, feeling much like I was there as this was happening.
The queasy feeling continued and got worse. Finally, I paused the video and went to the bathroom to throw up.
I’m still really surprised as I have never had a reaction like that.
Giving blood to entities is no problem for me and have done so on numerous occasions by using a diabetic lancette.
It had been hours since I have eaten and did not eat anything that disagreed with me. I was fine until we got to that part of the ritual.
Furthermore, being a Babalawo, ritual sacrifice is not new to me and have done it hundreds of times.
So this really took me by surprise.
Maybe I’m just a little on the crazy side from this video today. But I thought it strange enough to post here. It is probably nothing, but just thought I would reach out here and check.
Anyone have any thoughts – other than to seek psychological help?