I’m having some issues with vampirism and it is beginning to frustrate the dog shit out of me.
See, I’m able to drain the energy of others. I sometimes find myself reaching an amazing euphoric high with it, and all of my senses - especially my hearing and my sense of smell - are heightened. My stamina is insane. I’ve been using vampirism for this very reason, since I’m usually a person who struggles with lower levels of energy.
However, the majority of the time I feed, I actually don’t get this higher, and instead end up agitated, fatigued, and I have a headache. I’m actually quite irritated now because of a failed feeding session. I’m feeding easily. It just makes me feel shitty.
Filtering is good. Don’t want someone else’s negative energy. But going ony intuition image getting more sleep than you actually need instead of feeling rested you feeling shity.
Imagine the energy flowing into your third eye or sacral chakra. Visualize the energy spinning around the chakra almost like a washing machine. Breathe in and purify the energy and breathe out and push out the toxins. Do this until you feel that the energy is pure. And finally, inhale and concentrate the energy and exhale and move it to the place you want it to be.
You are a life saver! I just tried this method on the same victim (who’s in the other room as I type this from my bedroom) and the results are amazing.
That’s perfect! Exactly what I needed. How exactly did you program/consecrate the negative energy rock? I’m thinking about grabbing a rock from my yard and setting it on my altar with a single black candle, filling it with darkness and programming it to absorb all baggage that comes into my being from feeding.
Um the negative rock has molten lava look to it - its actaully Iron slag from the railroad tracks when the break. I have been looking for something all day and there he was looking up from the side door panel - You girl - you looking for me. I was told once dont spend alot of money on magic just be open and your tools will call you.
It funny I just held it in my left hand and and my crystal in the right hand and talked to them… Kinda programming them while someone else was driving this weekend it was Magic in plain sight. I may use the negative to later use in cursing - to wrap w/ copper wire around a candle of something like that.
@Drip last night I plugged into my targets- I always fall asleep when I do this. at 6am I grabbed my stones pushing energy into both - wowser… I feel amazing…
While some of these have been pointed out, a few possible reasons include:
-The consumption of toxic energies
-The overexertion of your will in feeding(more energy wasted in feeding than consumed)
-Extraneous factors, such as guardian spirits and defenses
-Your own personal mental blocks