There is nothing wrong with you. As people are said, his subconscious is fighting you
I would suggest continue your magick but this time around on yourself.
Like magick for more charisma, to have an awe inspiring presence, and the like; for personal improvement.
Giving all things time to work, before you know it, he comes begging on his knees that he can not leave without you!
It makes complete sense. There are a couple of things going on here. One, as others have stated, chances are that your soul paths were not meant to be together. And so, the magick and/or your desire is pulling him towards you, which he (the soul) is resisting.
Or two, there is something within himself that he is not wanting to face, which he may need to, if he were to succumb to whatever he feels for you. This is often the case.
The best thing you can do is let the magick do its thing, and for you ro shift your focus back onto things that make you happy, which are non dependant.
Since the last time i posted i get NO NEWS from him. Yesterday i suddently get highly mad about that, so I send him a message saying that he wasnāt respectful to me (told me i love you and as soon i open up he ghosted me). So he asked what happened that he doesnt understand and wanted to keep our FRIENDSHIP (WTF??!)⦠i asked he ghosted me and then we went on a āfightā and told me āi never used you we are both adultsā.
At night i woke up at 2am crying and feeling despair. As im actually working with lucifer i called him and talk to him with my pendulum, i explained him and then asked for him to come in dreamā¦
That night i dreamt about that guy answering my messages and saying āi saw you casting spell over meā āi heard each word of power and incantations you did with my picture, i saw you summoned demons to get me, i began to feel love for you and then understandā he was posting strange stuff on social media saying he was a mageā¦
So whats your point of view?
Is that lucifer showing me reality? Does the guy is fighting ?