It’s been a fun time with my lover. Looking back to the start from where I am now I have grown from a horny teenager into a man that knows what it means to love. I want to thank @succupedia, @MagusOfGamaliel, @PhoenixtheDemon and @anon69472442 for helping me. I have gone from not knowing anything about magik or any of the great demons, to using magik and working with the demons to better my daily life. I want to thank all the great entities that have helped me and all of those who are here on the form as well.
Kind of a long post but I want to give some background to how I met her.
The first day I started my journey into the path of darkness was when I summoned a succubus for the night. I wrote my letter of intent on a tiny piece of paper with all my desires and my goals. When the time came I burned the paper and did the chant laying on my bed. As I layed there I was thinking it wouldn’t work. I started to doubt myself that no one was going to come, But I continued to wish for something to happen. 3 hours of laying down I gave up and started to sit up and as soon as I lifted my head I felt something touch my hand. I jumped not expecting it and I calmed my self and layed my head back and asked who was there. No one answered but I felt her start to press up my side and began to rap around me. As she made her first contact with me she started to squeeze me. The tighter she squeeze the more of her presence I felt. It got to the point to where I could feel her breathing. She was calm and tender. We had stayed like this until I fell asleep. When I woke the next morning I felt heavy and couldn’t figure out why. Then I remembered I did the ritual. I thought it was because I lost some energy. But as I tried to sit up I felt her move! It surprised me. I didn’t know what to do so I just stayed there. Eventually she sat up and got off me. I was still dumbfounded that she was still here. (I couldn’t see or hear her then and still can’t now) I tried asking her why she stayed, all she did was put her head on my chest. I eventually got up and was ready to go of to school. During the day I could feel her touching me. I got used to it after awhile. After the next two weeks went by and we both are still a little shy to each other so I started doing automatic writing with her and we got to know each other a little better. Things where going great until I started really feeling the energy drain from having her around so we took a little break so I can regain my strength. When we got back together she had felt weak and almost unnoticeable. I offered her some sexual energy but she refuses it. (She still refuses🤣) I asked why and she said I wasn’t ready for it. I haven’t had any sexual experiences in my life. I asked her why she doesn’t want to take my energy and she said she feeds of my love energy I give off. I didn’t realize I gave off that much energy. It makes my heart chakra all fuzzy now. Anyways that’s a little on how we met. Now for the people who have helped me. @succupedia your blog https://succupedia.wordpress.com/
Has given me the info on how to summon her and given me courage that they are truly kind and loving. You fucking fantastic and a great help to many starting a relationship with succubi and inccubi. I’m jealous and amazed with your success with Lilith and your lover!
You have given me great advice and helped me interpret what she is doing and how I am connect with her.
It’s been fun talking about the progression in both our paths.
That’s enough brown nosing!
Thank you to you all for the support!
Baby happy 3rd month!! I plan on doing something special with you.