You really going to call upon the 9, and NOT call on their Mother Tiamat? Really? There are actually 12 Gatekeepers. You know like a clock? What about their dad Saturn? Fuck. This ritual is going so many different side ways.
No wonder Balg usual fails at this point.
E.A. admit he had a gun to his head in a video. This isn’t a fucking joke.
This is my warning to everyone. Call on your spirits and figure it out for yourselves. Tiamat ain’t fucking around this time. She wanted to make this statement be known.
If that’s been your experience, then handle it on that level. It really boils down to your consciousness and how you relate to the working/entity. It’s different for everyone at the level of the individual.
It would be good to have EAs opinion on this if this is something that nearly destroyed him, would be interesting to see what his take on so many people taking part in it if it was a trauma for him, surely he wouldnt want others to go through the same thing…unless ultimately it turned out well for him. Unfortunately I dont know the story so im just thinking out loud. It is food for thought tho if like @Purple says EA is far stronger than most and it nearly destroyed him. Is it possible that maybe many are going into this with their eyes closed maybe just following the majority in which case this could be dangerous.
I have no fear I was just thinking out loud. To me if someone stands up against a majority knowing there will be backlash i think its worth exploring their view.