[quote=“Illustrious, post:15, topic:3553”][quote=“Yuri, post:14, topic:3553”][quote=“Illustrious, post:11, topic:3553”]I was thinking more along the lines of rituals or spiritual exercises I can do, or even any spirits who can blast the calcification out for me.
Seeing as I’m homeless right now, my choice of foods is limited to what is offered to me for free on a daily basis from the various charity organizations I attend.
@Yuri, that is one of the many methods I have attempted, to remain aware of the shifts in consciousness as I fall deeper in to relaxation. I always reach a point in which I can no longer really feel anything, body goes completely numb, and that’s where I stay, every time.
The first time I EVER attempted APing, I had no idea what to expect. I just lied down thinking that if I just keep thinking and allowing my mind to go in whatever direction it happens to take, basically let my mind drift, I can remain conscious while my body falls asleep. I started “vibrating” and that scared the hell out of me as I realized my body was still completely still but I could feel incredibly strong vibrations. The next day I researched the vibrations and realized I was like right on the cusp of being able to leave the body.
I tried again the next night anticipating the vibrations, and I’ve NEVER been able to achieve them again since.[/quote]
So you’ve never been able to get there again? How far do you get? Do you reach sleep paralysis? What’s the state of your mind at that point? How long do you try?[/quote]
As I said, I get to the point where my body becomes completely numb, and that’s where I stay. I have no idea if I reach sleep paralysis, how do I even tell? Usually the state of my mind is trying to focus on staying relaxed, or performing energy movement throughout my body, pulling energy in on the inhale and out through the crown chakra, and pulling energy down through the crown chakra and out of feet on the exhale.
Eventually I get absolutely frustrated, after an hour and a half or so, I get so annoyed that I can’t focus fully, can’t get the vibrations again. Sometimes I try to bring the vibrations on by thinking about them and trying to feel the way they shook me and stuff.
But yeah, I basically get held up in the state where my mind is numb. The difference between trying to AP and sleeping is when I’m falling asleep I don’t think of anything in particular, I just relax. When I’m trying to AP I am trying to have the body fall asleep while remaining conscious[/quote]
I was stuck at the same level for even longer. I’ve told you several times now, but visionary travel is the way to go. It’s the easiest thing I’ve ever learned in the occult, and it serves the same purpose as astral projection.