It was yesterday I tried an evocation. Me with some of my friends planned to evoke Mepsitahl as we heard she was one of the kindest and easiest spirit. I was the last one to tried, My other two friends slight presence of her so I thought it would be same with me.
When i started it was totally normal, I have read many books and was at a conclusion that chants could be build up by ourselves and used but I kind of mixed what i found on internet with what i made up myself.
everything was all good I started , I didn’t felt anything until I focused on the sigil which had drawn within a circle with candle and some other materials. As I started focusing on candle’s flame the more deemed it got. And just for a second it got so deemed the flames of candle became black.
I felt like it was a nightmare, I immediately turned of the flames. and slept. I had kept her sigil beside the pillow and it felt as if someone grabbed my hand and I couldn’t sleep so I thought it could be some kind of sign so I kept it beside my pillow but again I heard a whisper of a women in deep voice saying something starting from S. I was too scared to remember those words but they were in sequence and came to me 2 times. But what was really scary is that I couldn’t move at that moment i froze. And I felt I am floating but when I opened my eyes everything seemed normal.
I just have one question, Did I did some mistake or is it normal?