During the first days of my training and practice with the divination course(I had mainly focused on the tarort card aspect during this time) I started having dreams that seem to revolve around a Entity who calls himself " the fool".
Let me start out by saying I have not had any magical experience prior to this time.
During the first dream I was in a apartment complex room that I had never been in before. It was nightime and stormy. The apartment was abnormally dark. In this place I had evoked " the fool" to full manifistation. During this " dream evocation" I had not used a sigil nor did I even know who this entity was. I just " did it “. After he was fully materialised He looked kinda like a homeless clown who used only black and white facepaint(I can assure you it was not mime paint), a top hat, an old black suit with dust and torn bits. He also had mouths on both his palms giving him a total of 3 mouths. This dream ended after I shook his hand and got his sigil practically branded into my mind. Aside from all that I did not have much in the first dream and I nor the entity did not speak at all. To this day I cannot forget his sigil.
During the second dream I was doing another " dream evocation” though the place I was in could have easily been mystaken for some sort of heavenly “afterlife” with the fact everyone in my family tree was there for some reason. The landscape was that of a brightly golden lit area with a small “temple” near a church like group of seats. All made of wood that was crafted to perfection. In the fromt of these " church benches " the entrence to the before mentioned " temple" stood. There was also a large golden obelisk that had a glowing crystal tip. It looked amazing from the way the sun beamed at it. Enough details though haha. I had walked up from my seat and grabbed some " wooden artifacts" that had materialised out of nowhere. I had braught them to my family and showed them. They seemed to think it was normal (because random stuff apearing out of no where is totally normal O_O) then I noticed they looked like they(the artifacts) had scorch marks from lightning strikes. Everyone there also looked dazed and was just staring at the temple. I then walked into this temple which honestly did not seem christian in any way but more as if it was a older " lost" religion. Or at least one I had never heard of. I placed the artifacts (which were a bowl, some strange triangle, and a few other things ) on a alter I had found inside ithe temple. As soon as I sat them down, a invisible force knocked them off. I put them back on it then the same force made them sit in positions not capable under normal physics. Then after a good 10 minites of trying to keep them on this ulter I noticed to my left there was a Large “living shadow " and as soon as I saw it, the thing dashed out of my vision. I then heard a voice say " We choose you out of all the creatures on this planet, you have failed, Samael is looking elsewhere( I have never in my life done any workings with Samael.). I( being the ballsy moron that I am) called out and asked if he be devil or friend ( Yes I know how corny that sounds but it was the first thing that came to mind ) The next thing I know is my arms are pinned behind my back. He then told me " I am neither , I go by many names, The Fool. The factor( fracture or fracture, not sure on his second name because of how he said it. ) He then told me we would meet in another dream (as he said those final words he was scratching the back of my neck for some reason). Then I wake up drenched in sweat and the wondering of " The F*ck?”.
One thing I sould mention is that I had charged half my torot deck before I had went to sleep. I had left my deck on my nightstand.
It has been about a year now since those dreams and I have changed dramatically. Both with my experiences with magic and my own self being.
I was always tempted to try and evoke something from my own dreams but had always out it on the " do it later as an experiment list". I might try it later this week to see if evoking something from a dream is even possible…
I would love to hear what poeple think.