For months I have had some sort of suspicious paranoia of someone planning something horrible towards me. Well it looks like my fears have been proven correct. Indeed, someone has placed a curse upon me. a fairly weak curse in terms of intent to cause one to die as I still yet live, but it has interfered with some delicate workings I was trying to obtain, something that would have caused me a great deal of joy has been lost. While I am one to not care about loss as I am use to it by now… the fact that someone has deliberately been the cause of some sort of suffering has angered me greatly.
However, I am one who is willing to allow such insults to be forgotten, granted restitution or the ceasing of continued insults are given. I have thought of who and what possible reason to curse me… and it has dawned on me, perhaps I was less than nice to one or perhaps even when I allowed access to my library someone perhaps a particular author of said books (although I have ceased giving such information out) was mad and thus decided to try and punish me. Whatever the reasons, someone with enough skill to cause a curse on me, someone who was able to attack me despite not having a photo, and knowing my real name as I use a alias (or perhaps they are talented enough to figure it out) albeit perhaps not a good one. So I have come to believe it was someone on this forum who has caused the curse.
Be that as it may, I ask that this attack cease and its curse be lifted. I am already doing the work myself to protect myself but if the attacker is not willing to undo the damage he/she has caused then that leaves me to no choice but to find out their identity and when I do… I will not be merciful. Whoever you are if you are reading this then know this. As a cosmic and moral nihilist, life means nothing to me, even my own… and yours would certainly mean even less.