One thing that I would really like to start looking into is gaining power. On here I have often found people making pacts with demons and other things to bestow their power into them. Is it possible to reach heights like this on our own? How would we go about doing so?
I had spent much time in my younger years under the flag of Christianity only to have those I care for ripped from my life. I do not wish to give any other being any form of control or play on my life, but I want to be able to obtain power equivalent to that.
I see power as the ability to directly influence people and events. To have the ability to change things as you see fit. In addition, having a surplus of energy and the ability to both destroy and rebuild. Control over metaphysical dealings. Ability to see other realms.
I just made this post yesterday with a lot of spirits to help with that . There are also A LOT more in the goetia like Belial, King Paimon, Lucifer etc