Am 34 and been trying to summon with limit research as well as astral for many years before getting burn out from trying.
Doesn’t make it any easier with my history and being lied to non stop when trying to learn.
Nor does it make it easier knowing how badly i was treated even before this world.
So from one abusive situation right into another one.
I did sneak out money for help with my situation yet it was take and run.
As the other side decided to use me like that a shocker.
Yet it not like i had much to lose since i really didn’t have much.
Born into an abusive family, use a free labor, was beaten.
Even as an adult were i took a job my money was stolen by my so call family way more then 50$ thousand.
Cops claim even thought i done nothing wrong that i have no rights.
I sat in a jail cell a few times for seeking help as always i was told even thought i done nothing wrong that i have no rights that i didn’t even have the right to make a phone call and even when i was given the open it was who they wanted me to call as i wasn’t free to decide.
Last time i was arrested the cops took my money and never return as i was not consider to be a person.
I was told if i kept making a fuss i would be lock back up.
My situation is royally screw in more then one way.
I was told by a few online that i was curse.
That it a curse that last throughout life time.
I was told someone in some past life time ago did something terrible to me and out of fear that i may get revenge cast a extremely powerful spell.
(from someone that was very close)
A spell that would make me suffer and drain off all of my powers.
A spell which prevent the one it was cast upon to being able to break it.
Wither the curse is true or not my situation is fact.
I been treated simply horrible.
My situation is very limited to say the least.
Since am being use for free checks and have no rights i can’t leave the property or i be arrested.
And my money was taken from me and i can’t very well use the post office so i can’t really send stuff out.
I was sneaky with the post office before yet the other side decided to screw me over so that ended that.
I rather not even exist at all.
I don’t really want anything to do with this world.
What i ask is there anyway for me to at least gain the body that i seek.
So i can at least have something of myself or what i really prefer is there a way to wipe me from existence.
When i say body i do mean being remove from this current body.
The issue is my soul is female this body is male.
Being in this wrong body is more painful then any of the abuse i went through.
I feel violated, and strip of self.
I know am probably be very well hated going into this much detail as am very well hated just for saying the minor things.
Is there anything i could agree to for help?
I would even give permission to reprogram my mind as long as i get what i seek.
Enslave for your desire or hard work.
So is there anyone plz?