Hi! Is anyone here a devotee of Saturn that can tell me a little bit of personal experiences with the god? I’m getting interested in building a shrine for Him after having communed with Him for about 2 weeks. I’m particulary interested in His connection to the black sun and the nigredo phase. An instant effect of interacting with His energies for me was beginning to practice self-control and asceticism to overcome personal limitation, with great success. His energy felt cold, like it wanted to shape me to a cold black diamond, and He possesses deep dark secrets which He can bestow to those who deserve them. He seems very cold and harsh, and also demands respect and I don’t feel like this is a force you come to as an equal, at least not before winning His favour by giving gifts, devotion and conquering trials.
Please do let me know if you have some personal experience of this interesting force, and how it impacted you both in body, mind and spirit.