I’m starting out with Lucifer and spirit told me to put his sigil under my pillow, which I did and within `2 -3 weeks he came to me twice and speak to me in my dreams! I feel it’s a really good way to build that bond I have gotten such a good feeling and positive experiences with him, when he came to me. Ask your guides/spirits, listen. trust and follow your 1st thoughts, gut feelings and instinct…just ask, that’s what I do and I get an answer anytime from there and then to 24hrs. They help me lost things and when I forget things. I think, you maybe need to believe in yourself a bit more and just do what and how it feels right for you, ask your guides/spirit to help and guide you, just just go with the flow, I think will work well for you…I hear the word for you, try music, whatever comes to mind first and any songs you may be listening to…words…take note of the words…hidden messages…and most of all enjoy the journey…I know that there cab be like set ways of doing things but sometimes the best way is your own individual way that works for you…and relax…hope this helps, hunni x All the best x Light & Dark Blessings x