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Thatās dope you had a random spiritual/magical awakening so quickly and already have some abilities. Thatās really not that crazy, Iām new and but people on here have sex with entities, have, babies with them, touch, invoke, evoke them. Some people even combine themselves with them. āBut I donāt want to go among mad people,ā Alice remarked. āOh, you canāt help that,ā said the Cat: āweāre all mad here." Welcome to wonderland
So when it comes to Fear and Entities I only have one issue that I can think of that personally effects and bothers me.
At nigh sometimes I see shadows literally swarming around my room and about a week ago I woke up to seeing a massive shadow being standing by my bed facing me and I was terrified.
which I posted some where else on here on another thread about shadow beings .Anyway the biggest thing I fear and probably other people do to is the unknown thatās around in the dark. When you know something is there and can actually see the outline and feel it but have no clue wtf it is thats the most scary thing for me. If I knew what I was dealing with it would be a different story. If it was a demon I summoned previously than whatever Iām fine with it idk what they are. Definitly need a solution to this.
before I got into the magic stuff I caught some type of evil looking entity clearly on camera which i posted here. Iāve had entities around me for awhile. If anyone knows a solid way to confront these unknown fears Iām all ears.
I can;t see or really hear the entities I summon yet or I would as them. I can just strongly feel a presence and sometime Iāll get voices when in deep meditation but I forget what they say quickly which suckā¦
I know it will improve though Iāve only been meditating on a daily basis for around 3-4 months
Well do I have ability? What should I do? Iām no magician or witch. I am LITERALLY dumb about this what little I know I learned from EA and google. He follows me everywhere he tells me things like, I guess what we Christians or ex Christians call discernment. Like if I can trust some new person or not. It is beyond the weirdest shit that has ever happened.
It sounds like it, id say keep practicing your magick and learn what you can. You can pick up books others recommend. It doesnāt sound like they are causing trouble for you but if you want them to leave you alone Iām sure thereās a spell.
Thank you for your time. I will see what I can do.
Best of luck!
I think the biggest takeaway is āWoe to who yields!ā Certainly research and do what you KNOW is goiing to work. I mean the endocannabinoid system is the most extensive in the human body right, so if you approach toxic, THC can add a lot of paranoia quickly. Mark it on your wall in pencil or hang something on one after you figure it out.
Iām sorry do you mind reframing your explanation? Someone else had mentioned toxic, but I donāt get what pencil marking you are describing.
Toxic means poison, but I think the danger is just becoming overwhelmed. Personally, Iāve realized using too much THC can be like trying to jump off the high dive, and youāre not sure if you can swim. Mark the directions on the wall if youāre trying to use LBPR.
I literally referenced notes while I was doing the LBRP the first time and stepped out of my spot to do so. It still worked. The archangels are not going to get annoyed if you are not perfect. Have you found a good reference for the pronunciations yet? People nitpick at pronunciations, which is why no one has answered that question, lest it starts an argument over how to say the words āright.ā
Hereās my version:
yeh ho vuh; add o nigh; ih hee uh; ah gah la.
Using a low whisper that rattles in the throat is a great idea (someone above here in this thread said that).
My sober equivalent of toxic for THC would be going to a remote area alone, like a cave or forest at night, take off all your clothes and invoke Lilith. You can find out what fear of the dark means really fast with THC, and Iād suppose itās different for everyone.
Good to know, and definitely encouraging! Itās easy to say āJust do it!ā When it comes to sports and hobbies (even though itās hard to do) but considering Magick is new and is directly channeled through you I was hesitant to perform rituals without proper protection. Also when people mention circles are they talking about a litteral circle theyāve drawn out, a magic one/energy one or a mind imaginitive one? Which is recommended for beginners? I was told using my index and middle fingers as my wand/knife is fine for beginners but I wasnāt sure on the circle.
Honestly coming from a newbie as my self the way I came into working with Lucifer was through my spirt animal she guided me to him. Iād would say to any new magician is to find your guide ask it questions. Youāll find your answers
If you are connecting with Azazel that easily then you should be able to ask him some of the big questions. The stuff he told you sounds so cryptic and Bob Proctor-ish. I would ask for some clarity in what heās trying to tell you. For a spirit to come in out of the blue and play mind games isnāt helpful if it leaves you more confused than before.
He isnāt playing mind games, and its not cryptic he came to me today. He gave me instructions. I canāt say what yet, but he did. His message to me was itās impossible to understand who you are without discovering your intentions and taking action. If youāre quick to go straight to a dark curse of death you know at the very least you have capacity for revenge. No judgement here. Your identity is tied to your intentions and action period. Iāll tell you this Azazel is no errand boy right? Twice this week he has smitten my enemies through using his connection to Saturn to limit their options. My enemies scatter before me. He now has asked me to gather renaissance magick implements to imbue my guitar with his essence. Even took me to the grimoire chapter and verse I donāt know shit. You know that. Through sigil magick and invoking him he has defended me. He is my friend. You know how I summon him now. Concentrate on his sigil and he shows up, with a presence so heavy my friends have to leave. He says we are one. That was the first thing he ever said to me. Believe what you want, I appreciate you taking time and mean no disrespect but he has made me bold after taking my sigil to bind and shut the mouth of a woman attacking my dead sister on Facebook.
Arrested one hour after casting. My intention was to bind her so her freedom is diminished and can no longer speak curses on me or my family.
Sheās in jail and her head and mouth are busted an hour later.
Now itās my turn. He hates my drinking and I have to make a talisman out of my guitar.
Whoās Bob Proctor?
Heās a big Law of Attraction guru.
I fucking hate that new age fluff bullshit.
I spent a lot of money on it and it was wasnāt too helpful. All I did was manifest my money into their pockets.