to be honest this demon…shapeshifting (i am starting to hate it, he gives me thoughts to almost see what he looks like )
He and I did something so we do have some connections but why do I only feel him (physical) and it feels like he’s only coming to visit me only at night.
well, I do feel “safe” and not with him so I do kind of get jealous of him. we can’t talk but although I sometimes get those question thoughts but other than that I can actually “speak” with him.
It’s either I am too “out of place” or I am his “play” aka friends with benefits heh
is there anything I could improve things? or should I just leave him alone and guess what he’s here…(he pokes or touches me (arm mostly) but ya