The Waters Of Hell

[Abythoth]

@kiss-lamia-lilith

The aspects of yourself you repressed, all those problems and traumas you hid in the darkness, those squashed hopes and dreams are trapped there and they resent you for shutting them away, ignoring there pain and desires. There angry that you haven’t taken notice or action to aliviate there pain and suffering.

Hmmm…
How do i alleviate their pain and suffering?

By speaking up??

[Abythoth]

@Sophia444

I concieve it as a higher self and a lower self. And when I say that i mean a higher realm and a lower realm. I dont like saying good/evil cause I dont like polarising it like that. I imagine my godself as a merger between the two.

I totally agree.

I view good and evil - positive and negative - as the two poles of a battery; The positive pole(+) and the negative pole(-) which both plays very important roles in the transfer of electrons

And since there is nothing “negative” about the negative pole of a batttery, There’s definitely nothing negative about the dark self or the lower self.

A pole gives and the other receives…

[Abythoth]

@Sophia444

She is me. She just has a different outlook. If youve worked with demons at all its easier to understand. They arent pure evil just dark. They are perfectly capable of caring for you in their own way. You just have to think objectively when they offer you something. Think whether or not what they offer you will benefit you. If you dont have the will to realise that you are being given a choice you can get swallowed up in darkness.

I can hear my dark self clearly after a lot of practice meditating. I was one of those overly nice people that drained themselves thinking they could “save” everyone. So in my case having a dark selfish voice in my head helped me. I can see when i need to take care of myself.

Hmm… Thanks for the insights!

[Abythoth]

@Sophia444

Before I met my darkself I would feel Satan grab my throat. Forcefully enough for me to notice when I would say the opposite of what I was saying. Just automatically saying “Yes” without thinking if it was something that would take my time and energy. So eventually i broke the habit and started thinking before agreeing to things.

Wow… Quite insightful!

Something just popped into my mind.
The chant to open the gates of hell…
Zazas zazas nasatanada zazas

Zazas zazas na satan ada zazas

It has satan in its letters hehehe
I wonder why

[Abythoth]

@Sheogorath

Because they knew they shouldn’t intervene. They knew that this was your darkself wanting acknowledgement from you.

This is what I fell.

Hmm… I guess i need to embrace the darkness

[kiss-lamia-lilith]

I can hook you up with a pathworking meditation to get you started. Will have to be tomorrow though as im busy at the moment.

[Abythoth]

Of course! I would really appreciate it.

[jbkbmz]

“” GOD RULES.NET “” Go to bible dictionary. Genesis chapters 1-6. God is translated as " GODS " ( Plural ). Many Gods. INCLUDING OUR MAKERS.
Just so people are aware of this. As for what had you by the throat… Would visualizing White/gold light inside and around yourself help ? ( When this occurs again, if you can remember to do it. ) That can be tough in a life threatening situation. But it might work.
And the RAUM Meditation from the Joy of Satan website. Just type in ( raum meditation, youtube ) to see the video. I get energized from it. Sometimes over energized. This can add more personal power, positive energy to deal with any negative entities.

[Abythoth]

I will try that!
Thanks @jbkbmz