How stupid of me. No, how naive. A blood cult… really?
How foolish of me to think forward is positioned several feet behind me. That Amaterasu would have me find the light of sun in an open wound. Despicable character, that I would even consider it.
Have I progressed none?
Well at least I caught it this time. Why did I call out like that? Because I suffered I guess, felt alone, just wanted anything or anyone to tell me it would be alright.
It is true that I found someone for that then, and my own fevered climax reeled them in. A predator they admit, who knows well the positions and importance of each and every star. One who could extend that very knowledge through my split skin and muscle and place it inside of me.
A fool is the the cat who cannot see the needle squarely in the mouses teeth. So by that definition I suppose I am nothing short of a wise man. I have ate the regurgitated food of the masters of prey, of the most wise prey, who relish in such acts.
But I’ll never allow it to get to that point. I felt quickly the descent of their spell. I knew something was off when I felt the aura, but I wanted to believe. I wanted to have my place, at a time where everything felt tumultuous. And that stupid fucking digital evocation. Why? Seriously, why would I do that?
Yeah sure in the end it helped me out… but it caused so much confusion. And while I cant say for certain I would have found out if not for it, I think I would have. I can talk to spirits… good. Its one of the few things I will admit to my skill in. I could have talked to the spirit literally anytime any moment I wanted to, and it would have been a lot quicker and more concise.
I could probably cause this person so much fucking trouble. To a degree its kind of not even funny. I will avoid doing this though.
Oh yeah and they have my sigil, what a big brain play that was on my part. I can reverse engineer that link though if I really need to play hardball. As it is, I dont think they could do much with it.
They of harmony,
Allow me the strength and clarity to handle this situation with grace and tact, and the wisdom and conviction to be detached and clinical.
They of discord,
Engage the absolute obfuscation of truth, conceal my shining dagger,
We have more information to extract.