Thursday 4/2/2026.
Awoke to breakfast, ate, and conducted personal business.
Dressed, groomed.
Off to Physical Therapy. Walked first to station two, sat briefly, walked to station three and back to the gym. Jumped on the NuStep exercise bike for fifteen minutes. 1200 steps. Did exercises with Jesse and was back to my room.
Did Theoricus Formula. Luna and Air Invoking.
Had coffee break, going to conjure my heart out with Shem Angels.
My attempt to summon a Shem Angel in the past was concentrating on the issue at hand after a Banishing LRP was done, and calling out the name three times, followed by itās psalms verse three times.
From there, I assumed there was an actual accomplished operation and communed with the angel before giving a charge, blessing the angel and giving polite license to depart.
I have read the paper over time and time again.
From there, there is an author assumption that everybody is similar, if not the same in certain ways.
There is a floorcloth rendering with permission given to reproduce for purposes of going to a place that can print it in its full detail, in color, with actual dimensions.
There is a chalice and a censer for purification and consecration purposes, a tarot deck and robe and sword. Frankincense, Myrrh, and black storax resin for incense, salt for the salt water. A book of Psalms.
There is a couple verses from Exodus that apparently and secretly bear the true name of God. These are recited. Ex 14:19-21
The Grand Qabalistic Invocation is recited.
A singing bowl of twelve bowls is struck for the correct key.
Chant the Angels Name and Psalm three times each
Perform the Invocation and Conjuration.
Perform the Middle Pillar.
Charge is given after fellowship and meditation of intent, and a polite license to depart.
Perform LBRP.
Grounding.
Friday, April 3, 2026
Bedroom:
Ate breakfast, used restroom, cleaned up, went off to Activities.
Activities Room:
I near completion of writing down the Conjuration from Le Kabbalah Practique. All while listening to and watching the Vatican Mass. Priest could not come. Had to go to the bathroom anyway, so went back to bedroom.
Bathroom:
Used restroom and washed hands.
Performed Theoricus Formula.
Awaiting Lunch.
Will attempt to finish writing down the Shem Angel Conjurations, and try a go at one for education on Geometry and Algebra (two subjects Iām interested in but suck at). Also a class of angels that I normally wouldnāt call on. Also not a generic approach such as evoke 1-72 of the Shem Angels in order.
After lunch I will check on Therapy.
If no therapy today, then I will partition myself off and try a Conjuration of an educational Shem Angel.
If I do have therapy, then I will do the same after Iām back from therapy.
Then will send my detail off to a friend to try.
Friday, April 3, 2026
I have Occupational Therapy today after 3 PM. So, I should be back and partitioned off after 4 PM. So by five should be able to try the Shem Angel Conjuration.
Bedroom: Jessica arrived, and we took a walk after I got up from bed and stood up into the walker, even pivoting and side stepping to weave around the door.
Out in the hallway, I took note of the movement my feet were doing from knee march movements to kicks, to toe raises. I walked to station three, then sat at station two. This was not a bad walk.
Once back in the room, she helped me to dispose of used mouthwash in my toothcare container. I pulled out the three pound weights, and did fifteen curls (both hands at the same time), fifteen front presses, fifteen overhead presses, and fifteen flys. That was our session.
Awoke at two in the morning, and still half awake.
I am going to finish my writing down the Conjurations, and will try tomorrow a test run with a teaching Angel.
As for the time this morning, maybe while writing down the Conjurations I will get drowsy, or I will do some Mantra whispered or in low voice and get drowsy.
There is not that much left to write down, and if pressed for how much has been completed, I would say fifty percent at least.
After the initial Conjurations have been transcribed, there is a closing Thanksgiving, and closing of the ritual.
Then there is a summary of the process to check of what Iāve done is correct.
Three thirty in the morning, and nearly complete with writing down the Conjurations, and then the Thanksgiving and summary review of the process.
Iāve finished writing down the conjurations and the Thanksgiving, and just completed the Theoricus Formula for today.
I found an interesting thing from my review of Le Kabbalah Practique. Will have to verify my findings.
Started the new invocations, room felt a little bit cooler, air felt a bit tight.
Did not proceed into the Conjurations but did go through the Biblical verses and the Grand Invocation of Solomon.
I felt an urge to stop, so I did.
Useful Links:
https://www.bota.org/resources/the-pattern-on-the-trestleboard
A tad more materially worthy:
Got up and got ready to go to Activities, attended Activities and had a couple cups of coffee (making four for the morning).
Wasnāt feeling too hot and Barbie (a 90 yo lady that sexually harasses me in various ways) kept bugging me, so I left and went back to my room.
Completed my Theoricus Formula though a few people nearly interrupted it.
Verified with one of your LVNs when my Abilify shot comes again. Since Abilify affects the part of the brain that visualizes and sees color with eyes closed, there is a span midway where I can see color and shapes eyes closed. Sure enough, two weeks away.
Lunch is thirty minutes away. I finished writing out a few verses of Psalms for a few angels.
DATE: 4/6/2026
DAY: Monday. Day of Luna. Shaddai El Chai, Gabriel, Kerubim. Silver candles, Jasmine incense.
TIME: 11:25 am
MOON PHASE: TBD
WEATHER: TBD
SLEEP: Broken. Up after two in the morning, back to sleep around four in the morning. Awoke to breakfast at eight in the morning.
DREAMS: None recalled.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: TBD
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Weak legs. Need to continue working with dumbbells, and do sit to stands in the hallway. Every day.
MOOD: Good.
RITUALS PERFORMED: TBD
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD
TASKS:
Yesterday. Fell asleep after lunch and awoke before dinner. I think, it may have been after lunch and then falling asleep.
Got up to breakfast bring served, ate, used the restroom and knowing I had PT, went off and got PT going on.
Some squats, toe raises and kicks to get ready to walk on n the walker, walked to station two and back. Going back for more PT after lunch.
Got my hair cut. Beard and mustache remain intact.
Waiting for coffee.
Tried a couple different wheelchairs earlier his morning, and pissed off my CNA who found them for me, only to reject both. Just not good fits.
THOUGHTS: Revolve around the idea of conjuring a Shem Angel.
TASKS:
Made it to the two of clock special event, Easter, had fun was given a pair of bunny ears on a headband, won a stuffed animal.
THOUGHTS:
Got caught checking out a girl estimated to be between eighteen and twenty one, and pissed off four people doing so. Last time I checked, it may be scummy, but not illegal to check out someone under eighteen, if thatās why it pissed off three cranky ladies and some dude. After all, this is Southern California where many porn tapes have originated from.
So, eventually I made it back to my room.
Had my pre dinner coffee and so tired I wouldnāt mind going directly to bed.
DATE: 4/7/2026
DAY: Tuesday. Day of Mars. Elohim Gibor, Chamuel, Seraphim. Red candles, Dragons Blood incense.
TIME: 09:00 am
MOON PHASE: TBD
WEATHER: TBD
SLEEP: Solid.
DREAMS: None recalled.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: TBD
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Weak legs. Need to continue working with dumbbells, and do sit to stands in the hallway. Every day.
MOOD: Good.
RITUALS PERFORMED: TBD
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD
TASKS:
Yesterday I got my hair cut. Beard and mustache remain intact.
Waiting for coffee.
Woke up, ate breakfast.
Handled my business, washed my hands.
Got back into bed. Will get back in my wheelchair.
Applied deodorant, got dressed.
Will be approached by therapy when I have OT or PT or both.
THOUGHTS: Revolve around the idea of conjuring a Shem Angel.
4/7/2026
Came back from coffee social in Activities, went to room to take care of business.
Though slightly interrupted during the GRH, completed my morning Theoricus Formula.
And apparently I need a new t-shirt on and more ap deoderant applied. Amazing what four days for each two showers a week, will have you smelling like.
Am recording down the Angels for healing ills, disorders, and diseases.
Aside from this going to conjure an Angel today to the best of my Magickal ability.
One that instructs, and that happily.
Perhaps maths, such as Algebra & Geometry, or other sciences.
04/07/2026 11:45 AM PST
Last night and early this morning, I chanted the angelic chants to repel Negative be or harmful energies, repel parasites, and heal energy bodies.
I eventually chanted one chant after another and weaving them together, it seemed to chill the environment out.
Nursing Homes and the like must be parasite ridden.
I think by now Iāve nearly memorized a few. I also think itās time to use Spirit mantras and manifest the energies via additional chants.
04/07/2026, 19:45 PM PST
The magic of post dinner sleep onset.
Had my fill of post dinner coffee as well.
Will try Mantras woven together, as well as five minute chants. This month the mantras so far, have been five minutes each, on average.
Need to quit monopolizing my time with magic. Proficient use of time with study and practice is one thing, but I do have many offline and online goals, outside of the domain of magic.
Reading and study of the classical literature via St Johnās College Great Books program, and reading and study of Encyclopedia Btittanica. Use Project Gutenberg and UPenn online (as the FBI shut down a site that hosted classical literature) for the ability to access a book.
ARRL for Ham Radio Technician License exam study. Toastmasters to get over crowd and fear of success/failure phobias. American Red Cross First Aid and CPR classes for certification.
Python, EDI and Web programming skills. Perhaps an online course with a guaranteed certificate at the end.
04/08/2026, 02:25 AM PST
Then there is the thought of having land and a home. In California it is possible.
A couple of acres and a log cabin house kit can be owned by myself .. leaving utilities and insurance, and land taxes, to be paid monthly.
Then there is defense.
Ring cameras, motion detectors on relays, shotgun for home defense, grenade launchers for crowd control via gas, handguns. Ammunition of course.
Ready Kits for bug out/in bag. Medic kit. Search and Rescue kit. Survival kit. Recon kit. Ranger kit. Communication kit. Food pantry. Gallon jugs of water.
Other stuff as required.
04/08/2026, 10:08 AM PST
What is meant by kits, is what, according to standard deployment lists, of the items listed are present in the ākitā.
āBug In Bagā is a kit assembled in such a way, that you have everything necessary to endure through natural disasters, civil unrest, utilities repair time, martial law for at least 72 hours.
A āBug Out Bagā is a kit assembled that if ordered it suggested to evacuate, that you have enough supplies to endure the time you have before getting to a safe place.
Magick is no excetion to āacts of Godā, civil unrest, or natural disasters. While we are the magicians, we are subject to the world around us. A prime example is that Earth is 80% water bodies. Some bodies of water are bone chilling temperature, some are actually hot. Fires are rampant, and are difficult for firefighters to contain.
In activities jotting down psalms for at least fifteen angels, in order.
Played a game, colored a Professor Rabbit picture, and came back to room. Had a decent lunch. Now to nap. Napped for a few.
I will do Spiritual Mantras and then try the Conjuration. My recent thought was to map the Tarot card for the Am and PM Shem Angels, the Astrological detail, the correct Psalm, to the Angels. This will tell you based on the floor cloth to the direction to face given the correspondences. Then face that direction and get a Conjuring happening.