THOUGHTS:
Went to coffee social and got hit on profoundly by a much older lady. That was awkward to say the least.
Minded my own business and stayed for the tenants council. Gave positive feedback but pointed out some issues.
Came back to my room for lunch, and post lunch coffee.
Updated journal. Most of my mail I received late last week seems to be a Food aid form. Now to fill out a voter registration form, and now I recall what I wanted to talk to social services about, renewing a state ID card, as my old ID expired.
Isis, Horus, and Thoth are the next deities to research and summarize for My Compendium of Gods and Goddesses..
RITUALS PERFORMED:
My cards yesterday (two more rituals done).
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
Drawn under Elohim Gibor.
IX The Hermit. Virgo. Law of Response. Prophet of the Eternal, Magus of the Voice of Power. Intelligence of Will. Yod, palm or hand, 10.
Cartomancy Card of the Day
Suit of Spades
Negativity, problems, responsibilities, force, obligations, law enforcement, challenges, obstacles, delays, mysteries, secrets, decisions, karmic debts, obsessions, addictions, resentment, anger, setbacks, frustration, loneliness, confinement, anxiety, failure, fear, illness and loss.
Characteristics of Spade Suit
Powerful, intense, responsible, demanding, controlling, cautious, secretive, possessive, spiteful, charming, charismatic, mysterious, calculating, detached.
Seven of Spades
Traditionally a card of bad luck and loss, unexpected trouble, a mishap, an unhappy surprise, a serious setback, a reversal of plans, frustration, a lack of progress, a stalemate, stagnation, addiction, drugs, medications, alcohol, codependent relationship, a cocktail, a nightclub, bar or saloon.
PERFORMANCE:
Cards were drawn early in the morning, and as such was done with no audience nor distraction. Third pile of four piles was the random dropped finger from the hand on the air. Four knocks while vibrating Elohim Gibor, deck cut once and restacked, top card flipped over.
RESULTS:
Established or expected visit from my sister was delayed due to health issues. Need to do thirty solid minutes of mantras to counteract spades as the suit.
THOUGHTS:
Luna in Libra was a guess as I filled this daily diary entry out, it just seemed to be in Virgo too long today so chose Libra. Luna is in 2°13’ Libra.
RITUALS PERFORMED:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
Drawn under Elohim Tzabaoth.
XV The Devil. Capricorn. Lord of the Gates of Matter, Child of the Forces of Time. The Renovating Intelligence. Ayin, eye or fountain, 70. Material Bondage, self reliance.
Cartomancy Card of the Day
Drawn under Elohim Tzabaoth.
Three of Spades.
Traditionally a card of loss and deception, lies, misunderstanding, confusion, a growing problem, a worsening condition, deterioration, disease, infection, third-party interference, a third wheel, meddling, a love triangle, what goes on behind the scenes, trials and tribulations, a test, an exam.
PERFORMANCE:
Finger missed any pile, so did routine again and hit third pile.
RESULTS: TBD