I must start this off a certain way.
Recently I received the O.A.A pdf from baphomet (thanks for that by the way, I emailed you back) and was flipping through it. I wanted to see if there was a certain exercise that caught my eye.
Well, it did. The one on page 46, lesson II- traveling to these astral places that I hadn’t bothered with before.
So I went to the abyss, but not much happened there. What was more interesting was Naos.
Naos is the blue star of godhood. It is what we hope to achieve, and what some of us are running from. The exercise clearly states to breathe in the power then turn away, but I did almost the exact opposite.
I delved into it.
First, let me say that sinking into pure power feels like moving through fire with the consistency of gelatin. It burns, but a fluid, cool burn- not harmful.
Naos first teaching was simple. As I descended into Naos, my vision was directed to the right, where a black shape took form. It was a medieval knight in black, on a black horse, with a black sword. I was directed towards a vision of him running on a mountain road, trees and more mountains in the distance. I got the sense that something is coming and it’s time to go meet it.
In between this teaching and the second, I came across a small diamond shape of glowing white and yellow power. I lay a hand on it and felt the power rush through my arm and rest in my brain. With this power, I experimented in heat energy. I was able to make someone who was asleep twitch and molt during their sleep from this power source.
The second teaching was more… odd. I turned around the “hall” inside Naos, so to speak, and came across a hallway with an “I” in the floor. Through that “I”, I viewed a desert. I felt the urge to jump through, not down, but through, and I did. When I did so, I landed there with red dust flying all around a yellow floor and blue sky. I got a sense that this was emptiness and that this was what I left behind. I then saw a massive ship, and knew it was Naos. I traveled back to it.
The next node (that’s what I’ve decided to call them) was a shot of power. It awoke me physically, and for a few minutes reality seemed unreal, a photograph, a view of a different time. False.
The next “I” was a desert, but this one changed colors. As I looked on, it became red and then blue and then it became an ocean. I leaped into it and felt like this was the falsehood I had been submerged in. I could hardly breathe, the water was suffocating. I freaked out a little because that suffocation was physical and then traveled back to Naos.
This third node was the strongest. I saw a wave of power overcome me astrally, in addition to the sense that I needed to work through Naos in order to become one with my path.
Anyway, these are just my experiences. Anyone else venture inside that star?