Kerval’s best grimoires are printed in small numbers of of copies, limited to a small circle real practitioners.I would recommend his books to anyone who has an interest in Qliphothic/Death Gnosis
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Mhm, I have two books of his Sabbatica series. They’re certainly Intriguing.
It’s probably best we don’t get too off topic 
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I am going through one of her trials or I am just a dumb ass week person? 
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Lol same,
It SUCKS. But she has good intentions. Currently she’s peeling away what doesn’t serve me. But I’ve come to the reality that I make it as painful as I want. She’s literally teaching me to reinvent myself. Kindve like paths on the qliphothic tree or strings on a spider web. we weave our path and choose our own reality as it connects us to different crossroads.
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I did follow through with Arachne evocation last night. Ended up staying down (in the basement where I work out of) a little over 3 hours total. Going to make a separate post about what I did last night and just lately (dunno if that belongs under journaling or new magicians help because I’m too newbie to do the public journal thing?)
After about 2 hrs of evocation time with Arachne, something drew me to end with invocation (is that normal? Can you follow Evo with invocation?) I confirmed with the pendulum that was what I was to do next and proceeded
Ended up sitting in the evocation triangle (incorporated roses, human bone, raw rubies and sapphires in the border) moved a few things from my main altar and extra candles. I didn’t have loose pearls but found this old birthday present - a pearl embroidered horse, my Chinese zodiac sign. I was a spoiled little princess as a kid👸🏻.
Pics below. (More to come in other post, will link when I get around to it. I was thinking about continuing to photograph my workings because I plan to evoke again and other related things anyways to supplement my digital journal.)
Funny you mention the combat sport thing. I used to box until I got unhealthy and flimsy. My punching bag has been collecting dust for years and I broke it in this morning finally. Moving a lot better (almost as if I never stopped training) than I expected I would after so much time away from it
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, at least I know I am not alone now 
. This year was maybe one of the hardest I had …and funny thing, one of the years I really improve with magick lol
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Sepheranz is amazing. I love her, i really do. Her trials are tough, they depleted my energy, scared me, and made me grow as a person and witch.
When she first appeared to me, she cut off all my magick. I couldn’t astral or soul travel. I couldn’t even get basic energetics to work. I tried to evoke Lilith… She just impersonated Lilith and trolled me. Laughing at my attempts to defy her.
The entire time she kept telling me “Free your true self and I will return your senses and free you”.
But i kept trying to run from this. I didn’t want to be myself, i was wanting to hide. it’s easier to hide behind a mask these days, but she doesn’t allow for easy.
The more I resisted, the more she would punish me. Nightmares, lack of sleep, horrifying visions, etc. She bombarded me for days until i gave into her demands.
But as she promised, the second i gave into her demands she let me free. Free from her web.
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Yes! You are ready and she is waiting for you.
Cheers!
VP
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Arachne says that you are making great progress but you have some emotional pain/trauma that you need to address and it is your challenge for the moment. She says you need to do A LOT of shadow work. Hope this helps.
Cheers!
VP
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Hi guys,
I will keep coming back to this post and answer your questions as I’m able so I do apologize for the late responses. I hope everyone can be patient and understanding with me.
Cheers!
VP
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Arachne says that your path is to become a mentor of magick. These are some of the spirits she reccomends for you look into: Agares, Belial, Bael, Cerberus, Decarabia, Lucifuge Rofocale, Foras, Gaap, Glasya-Labolas, Gusion, Orias and Vual. Hope this helps.
Cheers!
VP
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Hi Victory,
I apologize for the late reply these are the spirits Arachne reccomends for you for the moment: Agares, Amon, Balam, Caim, Dantalion, Marchosias and Paimon. Hope this helps.
Cheers!
VP
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Thank ya thank ya, and yeah, I completely understand. Life’s been shit lately, y’know
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Thank you !
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Thank you so much!! It’s crazy how you were able to list a few demons that I’m currently working with at the moment! Have a great rest of your day!!
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You know I was thinking, Arachne would be a definite go to for house wards right? I mean spiders building their webs to catch any pesky negativity? I need to hide my house, it’s energy and make some astral webbing for a shield. Gonna consult her on that tonight 
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Hello! I wanted to ask if Arachne (via yourself) would comment on my path or recommend spirits to work with. These lists, and brief comments are invaluable. Thank you
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