Journal 287: Leave the City ||| Twenty One Pilots
“Okay so I’m going to explain different types of scapes. There are dimensions/universes, scapes and realms. The astral realm is technically a scape. Why it is not called a scape is similarly to why the Caspian Sea is not called a lake. Because of the sheer size of the realm and then theirs the dream scape, and the mind scape. The dream scape is of course, the dreams. Where they take place. Then theirs the mind scape which is basically the mind and I’ll explain that later because way to much to go into. Because this is a practice where people are very afraid to kinda come out with their findings, there is not a definitive, term for the scape that you go to, to reality shift. I’m thinking something among the lines of multiscape or glitchspace, it’s hard to explain reality shifting separate from astral projection. Because of the similarities in how it’s done. It’s like the difference between a tiger and a lion. Both different animals. But both still cats. I hope some of that made sense.” -Steller.Chaos https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJAfYv1m/
That’s just a bit I felt like immortalizing in my journal. I know Tick Tock much like Vine (the app not the demon) and similar apps like it won’t be alive forever so I decided to keep some of Steller’s content in this journal to not just reach a wider audience via reality shifting, but also to keep it out there for when tick tock does eventually sink. Thank the gods he’s thinking about opening up a youtube channel. I don’t agree with everything the man says like insisting G##psy isn’t a slur, or defending pop culture magick, but overall he’s a pretty good magician with 5+ years of exp and he’s a young voice with a lot of knowledge that in my opinion even older practitioners can learn from. That is if you want to bite the bullet and download a silly app like tick tock that is. Lastly I set up a conversation with the goddess of friendship Bia and left her out an offering. I got the vibe it was accepted and that she would bring my friend back to me.
B: im surprised
M: what about
B: that you deny you #######
M: he made it clear we’re ########
B: is that the truth or a clever lie you tell yourself
M: its the truth
B: i’ll admit you had me off my guard. Surprised. I’ll give you that.
M: so genwas real
B: its concrete. Were gaining followers thanks to you. Your journal pulls them into us.
M: i see
B: im guessing your calling because you need my help with something?
M: your a goddess of friendship yes?
B: yes and not a god of war. I can be quite hostile. But that was never something I did. That was a miscommunication between you and I. However Bairtaste used to specialize in war. You should call him if you wish to explore that part of yourself.
M: I see.
B: so what is it. You want to reconcile a friendship?
M: could you do that for me?
B: I could. What would you give me in exchange?
M: what would you want
B: an offering. Of masturbation or tea
B: don’t act so surprised. I know you used to give them to Bairtaste
M: I’d rather give you tea
B: sweet green tea and in exchange I will give you back Morgan was it?
B: you will have to make the first move
M: I’ve tried. He refuses to respond.
B: have you tried talking it out with him?
B: this might be harder than anticipated
M: he just ignores me
B: how close were you to
M: i was practically codependent on him
B: I see. Did he love you back?
M: he was a good friend
B: then I will bring him back
M: so sweet green tea?
B: yes leave it out tonight in your favorite mug and in exchange I will grant you back your desired Morgan.
M: thankyou Bia
B: you are welcome Adam
B: well if you deny you are ###### I will not call you ######
B: your welcome goodnight
being code for an entity tied to Pandablood that I want to remain anonymous and not divulge into here. I don’t consider myself an god or an aspect of any gods or goddesses. While my past lives tell me I was a king and even so before I was a human, I was not a god, and any connections to gods real or imagined, worshiped now or forgotten I wish to keep to myself presently and entirely. Good gosh I sound like a lawyer.
But on the topic of reality shifting the biggest occurrence of this is currently documented known as “the mandela effect” where people remember something completely on a large genrelation scale one way, but not the other. For example the mona liza, whether or not she was smiling was a huge topic of debate in one reality the one where I remember, but now currently that artistic debate and conspiracy has all but been wiped off the map where she can be seen smirking. There was even a wizards of waverly place episode about it. Whether or not people remember the television show as “Sex and the city” or as “Sex in the City” when old copies of the dvds can be found with both lettering. Whether the panic! At the Disco song goes “the god dammed dore” or “a dammed dore” and so on. Reality shifting isn’t permanent but it exists. I don’t really remember where I was going with this so I guess I kinda forgot about it entirely.
Also a fair warning. If you’re schizophrenic, suffer from dissociation or any other type of disorder where things just don’t “feel real“ or have unreality symptoms in general, don’t attempt reality shifting. Oh that also applies if you’re a maladaptive daydreamer. Your mental health should always come before magick. I can’t stress that enough.
Anyways, things have been going pretty well for me. I’ve been making alot of progress. I’ve been contemplating worshiping the gods. I’ve gone so long in my practice of not wanting to bat an eyelid at it and I know in my heart that’s not where I’ll go but I’d be lying if I said the temptation has not been eating away at me.
I recently found an old budhist mantra book I was scammed into buying a long ass time ago by one of those con artists you see trying that you can’t escape once you meet eyecontact you know the ones, when I was at a con with my old friend Kathy. I opened it up and saw that I had cut into several of the pages. That’s gotta be some bad karma. But it’s not the only sign I’ve received related to the philosophy known as buddhism as of late. In alot of ways knowing I was once something more? It kind of scathes me that no matter how bad of a person I was, I reincarnated as a lesser being, anyways that’s enough angst for now I know for a fact I’m coming across as a conspiracy theorist as is with this entry. I try not to do that. See my entires about not being an “alien person”.
Anyways that’s all I had to ramble about. Goodnight journal.