The problem with OCD

Belial has a mask as “The Keeper of the gate of Daath” the gateway into the Nightside.
…Or in very clinical terms (and more helpful in your situation perhaps) the gateway into your subconscious. In combination of his aspect as the breaker of chains this might be a powerful combination in trying to get to the cause of what “keeps you in chains” first and then let him teach you how to break those chains.

Or at least that is how I’ve worked with him in the past in letting go of things that held me back.

How would you write the petition?

something in the lines of “help me unearth and destroy [insert issue]”? You should really think about and formulate this on your own, But……
I don’t think this is a simple -petition-and-sit back-and-wait-for-it-to-be-resolved-kind of thing. It’s not asking for 50,= to pay back your roommate. This is getting to a deep-rooted issue and learning how to solve it’s unhealthy manifestation. You are going to have to do the dirty work yourself. Belial, when willing, would mainly show you how and perhaps lend you some strength. That’s how it worked for me at least, on a less severe issue than yours. If you are looking for a quicker and easier solution, I’d recommend doing a bunch of wealth magick to be able to afford professional help and medication.

To get you an idea and maybe some inspiration, this is the “short” version explaining how I’ve done this myself for my issue:
I’ve invoked Belial first. It took a few tries to fully become the essence of Belial in his aspect of Gatekeeper and when I was successful, as Belial/ part of Belial I’ve opened the gateway to my subconscious and it’s pathway to my issue. The intent used was focusing on opening the gates to my nightside and visualizing a pathway to that issue while recalling how being in that state feels like.
Using the Temple Of Ascending Flame sigil for Lord Belial as a gateway to that aspect of him worked really well for me.

After that I’ve done a bunch of dreamwork with and connecting to a collection of deities/ spirits like Melinoë, Hecate, Lucifer, Cernunnos, Nehalennia, Abaddon and Belial (pure personal choice that fit me, my issue and my progression. It doesn’t have to be this much or even any other entity, perhaps) to try to get them to help me unearth the links my subconscious had to my issue. That took a while and not all nights and works were successful. It took a lot of contemplating and being faced with my own negative aspects and weaknesses.

When I felt I got to the root/cause of it, it took a lot of fully experiencing the situation and the issue(s) that made my psyche go into that unhealthy state and expression. This was by far the most painful part of the process.

It then took a lot of attempts to destroy the connections my psyche made and let that part of my personality die (and I did actually let death-energy in to come as close as I could to the actual sense of dying). I’ve used Abaddon’s assistance for this in his aspect of The Destroyer. I think maybe Belial as the One without Master/ Breaker Of Chains might’ve at least be as good of an option, maybe better.
Simultaneous to destroying the connections your psyche makes in order to cope, I also tried to create different more healthy pathways to outlets that help me express/ destress

I also do not recommend to do this kind of work completely on your own for serious issues. It can be done on your own, but doing this kind of work is extremely uncomfortable and you have to be very, VERY careful not to fall back in the same patterns or even worse patterns than before. I’d recommend some sort of professional help to assist/ support you (maybe not tell them exactly how you work on getting to the bottom of your issue, if you don’t want to end up in a psych-ward :smiley:) or a friend you trust and feel safe enough around (and is not afraid to call you on any BS when needed) to express to what you are struggling with.

Because through professional help the professional will be able to put words of what my real issues is so I then can write the correct petition right?

Not really how professional help works in a lot of circumstances, but like I said. I am in no way qualified to make any suggestions on how OCD is treated.
My educated guess… A good therapist might be able to help with finding out what the real issue is (It’ll probably take a lot of sessions and still some work you’ll have to do yourself), but in most cases they will at least help to treat the symptoms that make it hard for you in day to day life with therapy and medication.

You might be successful with money spells and perhaps working with a spirit that can direct you to good professional help.

Well.
Its simple.
Although it appears that this group seems a have a poorly educated monitor who cant get past a very fallible human ego.

No apologies. I know I have provided correct information.

Not my problem

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As someone with diagnosed OCD and it’s been very sever for me in the past, I thought I’d add my two cents here. OCD in my opinion is purely biological. For me this looks like, I just locked my car, I saw myself lock the car, my brain should know I locked the car, but unlike a normal person I don’t get that “feeling” of completion. So my brain cycles the thought back through again and again and again and again until that biological process that gives me that “ok it’s completed” feeling occurs or I force myself to walk away even though my brain is screaming at me that I didn’t lock my car. Therapy helps you basically rewire your brain to help you overcome the fact your body isn’t giving your brain the stuff it needs to do its job and that with OCD certain parts of your brain are hyperactive.

I definitely do find that parasites can make OCD worse. They find your weakness use it sadly.

The only thing I’ve really found that helps is to work on my physical health. Especially anything to do with my stomach health. I’ve worked with Marbas a lot for my physical health and have come along way on that path. Doing spiritual cleansing to make sure nothing is attached and making things worse also helps.

So if you want work entities on this I might suggest anyone that deals with physical health things like Marbas, Apollo, Raphael, etc.

So what petition would you write to a demon you choose to work with in a situation like this?

I like to use the method in Geotia Pathworking by Hargrove. So if I contact Marbas and I want to work on overcoming my OCD symptoms I would just say “Marbas I ask that you heal me from OCD.” You breathe that out into the sigil as the last part of the path working.

Spirits understands what OCD means?

I guess for me I’ve never had a problem with spirits not understanding what OCD means. And any spirit who has worked with me before will know what that means now xD.

Interesting.