Here´s a thing that started happening right about the time i started getting in to the occult, i met a couple of people via a paranormal forum, they were interested in the things i had experienced and so on. The first thing they told mas that my eneries were of the charts, and i then understood how come people gave space to me, even 10 meters away having not yet seen me, i was projecting a get out of my way energy, i had a lot of misdirected hate, and anger back then. Anyway.
There was the place without color, sound or heat, it reminded of a rushed city street with people walking past you left and right.
I always found myself there when i closed my eyes, and slowly i started noticing that some of them reacted to me, and looked ashamed, and curled their head against their chests.
Next change was them stopping in front of me just looking aimlessly, and i could not yell, whisper or take a swing at them, but after a while they moved on.
Now it becomes more nightmarish.
Some of these shamefull grey things could morph, and ivé seen horroflicks and have a pretty messed up imagination, however the ones that stopped and changed, they were versed in conjuring forth truly disturbing creatures, shapes mixes and truly i do not have words to describe what they were showing me. I did however get the feeling that my presence angered them, at first they were ashamed, and maybe they thought i could help, or they disliked me for being where i was, and them being stuck there.
I would not take that from them, so i channeled anger, and in my mind showed them similar, or parody versions of the obscure stuff i was shown, and this shortened the time they tried to scare me.
After this i was allowed to watch, and most of them just did a brief morph, and then looked down, kind of a test of force/power. Less and less of them stopped and tried, and this was the stage where i was allowed sleeping a bit better again. It´s mostly gone now, i suspect due to me not being active, and it started when i was dabbling in the occult. I must have read and performed invocations, or somehow unaware not shut the proper doors. What, and where was this place that was void of color, smell, sound and feelings, oddly i did not feel anything there either, but i could comprehend, and think what i must have been going through emotionallly, and i believe this is how i kept my sanity, and avoided mental insititutions.
When i started going to this place, i had developed a skill for reading people, at distance and without any physical item connecting me, and i just listened to what came,and surely this was used for my gain, and purposes.