What’s up? I have not posted in a very long time. I prefer reading but sometimes I feel I must share my experience with others here.
In March 2020 I made my first pact with King Belial. He revealed much of my shadow-self and truly helped me take the first steps to power. The pact only lasted a month, and after that month was over I began to read other books on magick. I was obsessed with destroying myself and rising from the ashes. I read many books that focused on building an iron will. To my understanding this was the most effective way to become powerful. I took in hours of information on willpower and how to build it and make it rock-solid.
Then I began my journey into the Qliphoth and met with Naamah. She appeared as a little girl who led me through this narrow tunnel. On the other side she transformed into her true form. There were hellish screams and the scenery was desolate and barren. I asked her to reveal to me my weakest links and she did. She showed me multiple visions of what I COULD be. She told me that I would never make it if I kept living the way I was. I was determined to change.
But I couldn’t. For whatever reason, the next month was Hell. I became lazy, ignorant, and destroyed myself. I had no motivation whatsoever and spent all my money on marijuana. Part of me believes somebody was working against me, but maybe that is in my head. After the month passed, I decided that I truly was slacking and I knew the next step for me was death. Whenever I start doing drugs I become depressed and suicidal. I refused to fall down the bottomless pit once more.
This is where I started taking everything serious. I quit masturbation, smoking cigarettes and weed, and creeping on my ex. I did this all cold turkey, and the first three days were the most intense and difficult. I could not sleep and was bitterly angry at the world. I persisted, however, and have made it this long without any of these things.
My will is immensely strong now, and I am able to manifest whatever I desire almost immediately. Money, women, business clientele, and more come to me. I no longer cave into my desires. Yes, the temptations still remain present at times but I squash them with ease. It is actually quite amazing to me. The best part of having an iron will, however, is the ability to pick up on energy manipulations/patterns. I have found that I am able to identify curses, spells, and other magick that is directed towards me. I simply laugh and return it to the sender. I feel powerful, guys. Almost like this is what I was supposed to be all along.
If you wish to have an iron will then your number one focus should be meditation. I mediate for about 30 minutes or longer every day. This has helped me tremendously in my spell workings and communications. It also helps me deal with physical and emotional pain… For example, the other day I was breaking up an argument between three people and one of them cracked me on the side of the head fairly hard. I didn’t move. I didn’t feel the pain at all, actually. I looked him dead in the eyes and he knew he had made a mistake. He immediately apologized and the shame radiated from his body. There is power in knowing you can destroy your enemy but you let them live…
I hope you enjoyed this post. I have so many stories and so many journals to write. If you are interested in details, let me know. I love sharing. Thank you.
