I’m not sure if Lady Eva is implying what I’m about to say.
Basically reality reacted to your inner believes of what you were doing couldn’t possible be powerful magick because it was impromptu.
Is similar to guilt, when you kill a bird or a rabbit to eat it. Many people feel unease eating something they’ve just killed, even tho eating birds and rabbits bought in supermarkets or shops doesn’t seem to bother them. If there is no guilt, there is no unease feeling while eating nor posterior Diarrea.
If there is no thought of “this shouldn’t really work” then, it should work, permantely. We must remeber the Universe, although with specific rules of manifestation and various patterns of order and organization, is still happening impromptu constantly.
That happens in healing, when people start to doubt about the reality of it the healings becomes permanent, and also happen when someone gives less of what he thinks he should to have a propper result. In other words if we pay money/energy/effort/organization/time to something, and does not match our “Enough” line, the doubt created in ourself affect the result for that we have just paid.
A common solution is just pay more money/energy/effort/organization/Time to make us feel at ease enough to allow the outcome to happen on its own (once is out of our hands, like magick usually is); but another one is realizing the structure of your beliefs and reprogram them.
Some people use affirmation to reprogram their thoughts, while is effective in some cases is not in all because some beliefs are just too strong and are very related to the sense (limited human sense) of self. There is a thing called “Afformations” invented by this guy called noah st. john. Basically instead of telling orders to your self you ask questions, because the mind is a mechanism of reflect and works to look ofr answers in the memory or just invent them.
Affirmation —> “I believe my magick is always powerful”
Scumbag Mind response —> “HAHAHA you know IS NOT!!! btw remember the money you needed to pay your debt… CHRISTMAS IS COMMING”
Afformation ----> “Why is my magick always powerful/effective?”
Scumbag Mind has no other choice but to look for an answer since is design in that way.
Using enough afformation will transform that answer into an habit, and our beliefs are nothing more than mental habits, electroqumical responses that goes on and on and on affecting our behaviour until we reprogram them.