I had the idea to create a kind of farm of tulpas or predatory spirits and to collaborate with the Great Lord Yeesch to control them and eliminate any that tried to rebel, and to use them offensively or defensively against other entities or people. That afternoon I took the dog for a walk and I saw a dog with a muzzle. It struck me as curious that it is dangerous because it has a muzzle but no longer dangerous because it has the muzzle, yet it could be dangerous for the person who removes the muzzle. I still had my little Gorgotas statuette (the new name I gave to a tulpa I created with my obsessive thoughts, I suppose) that I made from modeling clay. I was thinking about all the possibilities that cultivating and controlling tulpas could have and the idea occurred to me when I saw my scale model of a Japanese plane — and I say this with much respect — to create tulpas that could attack an energetic intruder by self-immolating and exploding against it. While visualizing how that would be, my statuette I made fell, so I modified it and gave it a snake body. I did it with a lot of love and tenderness, my creation. At first I tried to make it somewhat in my image and likeness, which is why I gave it one leg slightly shorter than the other. Maybe that explains why it fell at that moment. I put it on my window so it could feed on people’s fights because outside my house there is a very long line almost every day since there is a government building where people do paperwork and there are many fights. That night I dreamed I was holding a black lizard in front of a girl. The girl looked at me, ignored me, and started talking to another guy. The lizard scratched my face and then I saw the image of an old wizard with a staff holding a kind of black being that looked like the alien from the movie Alien, haha, but in a child version, and the alien wanted to scratch and cut it. But in the situation it seemed like a father with his hyperactive and spoiled son. Upon waking, what finished me off was seeing the news that a fighting rooster rebelled and killed its own owner, so I decided to destroy the statuette and perform the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. I feel somewhat disappointed in myself because I think I acted too impulsively. My original plan was that if something went wrong I would leave it in an abandoned building where drug addicts gather and consume so it could probably feed on that. But mistakes are part of learning. I think my initial idea to tame tulpas or predatory spirits by leaning on Lord Yeesch stems from my low self-esteem and the need for power and control to feel better about myself. I think that before playing with forces we do not understand, we should work on our self-control and mental stability so we do not do things we will regret or that could harm you and others.