A break does good. I hope you feel better soon 
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6-27-22
Spirit of the day
Forcalor
Note I call him forcalor this was a bit of knowledge gained by the Brass Lamps order. Forcalor is absolutely the best. He wonāt go for Solomonic methods though. In fact heāll flip out. Heās awesome at baneful and hex breaking.
Love him.
Lady Eva used to say that magicians that never have failures sounds fake as fuck. I completely agree with that. Today were going to talk about a failure of mine. What happened and more importantly what were going to do about it.
When I signed an agreement with Murmur to master necromancy I had high enthusiasm. It took a good month to figure out what kind of necromancer I was modeling my growth after. All of that is good.
I made commitments in my pact of a year and a day that Iām slipping backwards on. At first Murmur was cool, then he began to be silent, now heās growling. I had a dream of being trapped in a hospital with flesh eating ghouls biting me. Thatās from Murmur no doubt.
I have been failing to do my part, what I agreed to do. Thereās plenty of excuses I could make but Iām not going to play this that way. Iām going to recognize that Iām letting my mentor down. If there is enough good will in our relationship left to renegotiate more light terms for this agreement than that is what Iāll do. I need to show him some effort and intention with god faith that this agreement is important to me and Iām willing to do what it takes.
Iāve build my practice on my word being bond with spirits. If I dick this up Iām really setting myself back.
So thatās whatās going on. I know what I gotta do Iāll just do it.
Note to the reader, you really shouldnāt be pacting or making long term deals with more than two spirits at a time because of what Iām seeing right here.
Weāre going to have a fun morning of djinn magick check my other journal.
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6-28-22 301 am
Spirit of the day
Malphas great spirit. Recently I had an evocation of his where I started dry heaving into the triangle during the conjuration. Very gross.
Today should be a light day. Getting ready for Saturday with Murmur.
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One of the best, great and kind, very patient spirit in my experience. Hail Furcas!
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6-28-22 11:12
Finally for the first time in a week I feel human again. Feels like I was circling the toilet bowl heading for the drain. But through sheer will power ( and a bit of fear of breaking contracts with Murmur) and djinn manifestations Iāve crawled out of the bowl and Iām getting it together.
Tonightās the night. I was wrong itās not Saturday. Ill be evoking Murmur and and calling forth my momās soul. Weāre going to try to put this right. Afterwards if Iām able Iām going to try to renegotiate with Murmur so Iām not always out of bounds.
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6-29-22 1221 am
Ok just finished up evoking Murmur and my mom. We repaired things pretty easily. I was so surprised when I saw a younger version of herself on my crystal ball. I tested her also. It was genuine.
Murmur accepted renegotiation of our pact. So I wonāt always be behind the eight ball.
All is well.
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I m happy you did it, much luck in your future workings !
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6-29-22 815 am
Spirit of the day
Sabnock
Excellent spirit
I once took a tour of Sabnocks house in dreamscape. Fascinating.
Invisibility ritual later maybe duchess Bime
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6-30-22 4:19 am
Spirit of the day
King Paimon
This spirit is the Patron spirit behind the Order of the Brass Lamps.
What can I say about King Paimon in a word or two. Classy,ā¦ savvy.
He has been fair but firm with the Order. He never takes without giving. If he sees people putting in effort he will meet them halfway in good faith. To tell you the truth when the Order was founded I did not cast my vote for King Paimon I had to keep it with the home team. King Bael. He almost won tooā¦ah well I can accept Paimons Patron status with a good heart. For me itās taken alot of real work, blood, sweat, and tears in the Order to earn his respect.
King Paimon is a very powerful king. Iām glad to know him. He likes Persian classical music and black coffee or tea.
King Paimon is an excellent ally.
Yesterday got busy out of nowhere for me. I had two walk in clients, one was a divination on messenger.
King Bael is grumbling about our monthly evocation date. Iāll do that today. Probably the invisibility too.
Donāt know if Iāll get to my personal request with duchess Bime today or not.
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6-30-22
Way bad dream. I was locked up in some prison. These dudes one of them started talking about me in front of me. So Iām like why do we go around the corner where thereās no camera and we can talk about it
So he follows me around the corner but then two of his friends came with. I was pissed I told them they were a bunch of bitches. I asked how many it took to take me on? Just then a guard came around the corner I didnāt know and said āyou mike B?ā I said yeah. He said " turn around were going to cuff up youāre going to the hole."
The men evaporated and I growled next time. Then walking through the compound I had serious trouble breathing like I was dying. I made a monsterous rasping noise each breath I drew I felt like I was drowning. I told the guard " thanks for saving me from a good beating but why was I going to hole"? He said āXanaxā. I said dude I donāt do Xanax hahaha I do crystal. Then he heard how terrible my breathing was and his eyes got radiant and held me and said weāre going to get you out of here. His eyes shown like stars.
It was more real, than real is. Itās like it was reality but more real.
Fuck me Iām flummoxed.
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6-30-22 1233 pm
The evocation of the Invincible King Bael
Glamour of invisibility
May there be perfect peace in the court of King Bael.
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7-1-22 556 am
Well the spirit of the day is Amduscias
This spirit provides the most awesome familiars. Heās friendly and easy to bargain with though his spirits donāt come cheaply ( does anything that good though)
Todayās agenda
Client work
Evocation of Astaroth
If thereās both time and energy
Evocation of Bime
Iām doing a bi weekly Qlippothic study in my crystal ball with Astaroth and itās gotten very exciting. Iāll update later.
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7-1-22 630 am
Evocation of Astaroth
Tasa allora foren Astarothā¦
M: show me what I need to see in Gamalielā¦
I see alcohol, drugs and a bell that will wake me up.
I see a seated demonic goddess in a throne in a forested scene, her skin is the color of medium ash.
I see myself protected by a circle with the names of the four kings of hell.
I see a yellow lizard with black eyes.
M: Astaroth what am I seeing
A: you see but you donāt comprehend. Correspondences are your golden and silver key.
M:. Thank you Astaroth
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Saturday 7-2-22 8am
The spirit of the day
Prince Orobas
This is my Primary Patron. Prince Orobas is a mighty fallen angel. He was from the order of Thrones or Virtues I believe.
He gives excellent familiars, can see past present and future and reconcile friend and for.
This spirit is my candle in the darkness. Heās only been wrong maybe two or three times in 22 years of me being with him.
I want this post to show how much I love, respect and need him. Orobas is a true friend, even when the chips are down.
He also finds lost objects and brings great dignity to people, places and things.
Hail Prince Orobas 55th spirit of the Goetia
Jaden Tasa Hoet Naca Orobas.
Iām in Manila today, four hours pleasure, how can I measure the relaxation or the fun Iām faced with.
A special thanks to Prince Orobas for dealing favorably with my Order mates in the Order of the Brass Lamps
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Good to see you back, Mike. Good for me to be back too tbhā¦ Itās been a wild ride. Glad to be able to learn from you again.
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Astaroth is an interesting spirit to work with. I feel they no longer have a desire to work with me, but they were one of the first I worked with and I have deep respect for them
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I noticed you use the pronoun āTheyā is it a He, a she, an it?
Astaroth comes to me like a Lady boy or very effeminate man.
He always makes sexually risque innuendo and usually makes me blush.
Astaroth is absolutely fascinating I agree with you.
Who knows @Delilah maybe in time you will work together again. Iāve noticed some spirits come and go in our lives at different times. The reason is because they were needed I think.
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I got the same vibe from them. I got both masculine and feminine energy from them on different occasions, but definitely an androgynous feel overall.
Very chill sorta spirit, but can get mad VERY quickly and loves gifts. Or, that was my experience anyway.
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Sounds about right. Astaroth angry is a terrible terrible thing too.
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Btw to my readers,
I donāt mind chatter, or banter or if you have questions youād like to ask me. This journal is supposed to be a place of learning and growing and if my journal helps you on your journey Iām deeply moved by this. 
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