Hello Everyone,
I’ve been browsing this forum for the last 5 days and I have to say I’m very impressed by the knowledge of many, but also the willingness by which everyone helps one another.
Well, if you’ve read my Topic title, that explains me in a nutshell. I’ve been a Christian all my life, still am, however I’ve been attracted to magick since the age of 16, I’m 36 now. I feel it is the Church who tries and hide these wonderful gifts and spirits God has created for us to work with to better ourselves for their own power and control. I’m also married but due to working in another geographical area, my wife and I are open and I’m allowed to see other women while away, but we swing together when I’m home.
I now actually have a question and hope you will be able to help me. As a swinger who plays without his wife often, I have a fair amount of success with women. I’m a pretty gentle guy and have learned Erotic Hypnosis as well as other sexual techniques to make sure I’m a good lover when with other women. My issue which will lead to my question is, not all women are able to Orgasm…some have mental blocks or other things holding them back. While I’m fairly good at pleasing, when I run across women where this happens, it hurts my heart…it also makes me feel like I haven’t ascended enough to make them achieve what is considered the impossible. So, I ask, what Demon/spirit can I work with to give me the power to sexually please ALL women I interact with in a way that will give them a mind blowing experience/orgasm. I know an orgasm isn’t everything, but as we all know when one is experienced it is amazing. I don’t care for my own pleasure as much as I do for giving them a life changing, orgasmic experience. Even the women I do give orgasm to, I want to kick it up a notch and truly blow their minds with what is possible for them to feel and experience.
In turn, I would like to offer their orgasm energy and juices to the demon as an offering as I’m sure it will be potent and strong from the life changing experience I would give them. I would even have the women call the name of the entity helping out as they scream and moan out with pleasure, if that will please the Demon.
Sorry for the long post but I already appreciate all your help and look forward to learning and hopefully offering some of my own experiences as I progress in my magick journey.
P.S. I’ve been seeing and attracted to Belial name on this forum and books I have, as if he is calling me to reach out to him, however I feel he may be too intense for my very first time. I know we have many great people in this forum who have contact with him and other spirits so not quite sure what to do about it. I’m not the most Alpha guy and feel he will make a slaughter outta me…lol