The black book of Azathoth

I’ve tried looking for the book and can’t find it anywhere on become a living god. Am I missing it? I want to buy it but can’t find it

The Black Book of Azathoth originally sold out, and S. Ben Qayin has parted ways with BALG so the only way to get a copy now is through ebay or independent book sellers online.

Does anyone else have “The Black Book Of Azathoth”
and the video course for it ? I would like to hear some experiences
you have had, whether they were successful or not.