“I am the formed abyss. We are not different. All things are formed from one primordial nothingness, not at some point in the distant past, but in each moment. Every moment that you consider me, I come into being. Every moment that you consider yourself, you are brought into existence. Stop considering yourself, and you will cease to be.” Azazel pg. 45
I would like to start a discussion on the Abyss. It’s nature, substance and use for the sorcerer.
I was in an evocation earlier this week when Azazel rushed my circle of pacts. The entire room went dark quickly, and I spoke a spontaneous demonic enn. As I continued the chant, my world grew blacker and blacker. I was sitting in total darkness and silence, my inner monologue was completely still as I was at the moment of conscious collapse. It was in this state of rapture that Azazel spoke to me. He said I was standing at the event horizon of the abyss.
What I could see was a thick Black Metal Soup, it was black matter, dense like molten steel and light could not escape. All of the elements had been fused into one and spirit was even disintegrated and returned to the collective whole. There was the impression that no thought would remain there, as it was pure unconsciousness. Any amount of thought formed there would immediately be thrust into formed reality.
There were some explanations, impressions, and visions given to me by the demon. Also a command given for exiting the Abyss was given to me. I spoke this during the vision and immediately I was transported back to acceptable reality. Sitting in the middle of my COP in the living room. The over all impression that I get, is a sorcerer could go to this unformed realm and command a new reality into existence. A reality which would be immediately awakened to.
Does this sound reasonable to any of you more experienced mages? I’m hesitant to post anything that Azazel told me as I’m not wishing to come off like “some fucking demon told me this shit, you should believe it as well.” I would like to hear your experiences, theories, thoughts, or questions. Also if there is any reading material you could point me to I would appreciate it, as my internet searches have only produced garbage. Thanks in advance.