That Moment When 4: Goodnight Sweet TMW!

[Dremora]

Lol i felt awkward so i wrote bullshits there

[anon47923162]

I can’t even remember what I wrote but I know I certainly held back a lot to try and keep with the crowd trend to fit in at first.

[Akashiel]

A year and half ago…Not really that much has changed comparatively.

[Sovereign]

@Dremora

so i wrote bullshits

You still do !!!
Incoming 27

[Dremora]

[Mani]

@Mani

Hello, my name-you can call me Mani after the norse god of the moon. I am into all sorts of practises of magick as I started off with runic magick and then eventually fell into more and more of the spirit magick such as invocation of the gods.
My goal is to become my true self, the one I know is real and not fallen under the illusions of mankind’s religions and as for my struggles, my struggles are those that have told me “oh you’re a liar” “oh your beliefs are crazy” but to them I say, I know who I am

This was my intro to the forum. I don’t even thim I mentioned demons to begin with

[Mani]

About a month after that I communed with my first demon-King Asmoday since he kept calling me

[Dremora]

Jeez but you can see your progress!!!

[Mani]

Yup-really started getting kicked into the right step back in February if I’m honest. Eventually I began to commune with the demons even more and now I’ve accepted my shadowself

[anon48532061]

Don’t worry I was a full on LHP person in the closet.
I would try to dismiss the fact that the RHP always gave me rashes, just because my family would leave on my mind the impression that I would be the Apocalypse incarnated if I embraced who I was.
(I would get seriously grounded due to draining energy from people, even outside my home).
This trauma chased me until not very long.
The handicaps of living with a RHP witch mom and grandmom.

[Dremora]

Now honestly when RHP was mentioned … i was in christian primary school​:joy: i am laughing my ass off right now yes

[anon48532061]

I went to an opus dei school and high school to try to force me to stop with my vampyric habits.
I can relate.
I also had my left hand tied for being left handed, and be beaten with a ruler if they ever caught me writing with the left.

[Mani]

I mean to begin with when I first began my path I was a Christian then an agnostic and from there I turned to the Norse pantheon through tons and tons of meditation. I actually think most of the reason I suffered from aphantasia was because I kept getting told “don’t trust what you see when you call upon the angels!!! Demons will disguise themselves as beautiful angels!!” When I invoked Michael on the start of my path I asked him to appear before me-he did as a blue orb. I also asked my “guardian angel” to do the same-they came to me in a purple orb

[Akashiel]

I had been a “dark” witch for well over a decade, my worst cringe was quite safely behind me when I came here. Though I have no idea why I mentioned my gender identity and sexuality in my intro of all places

[Mani]

One of the fundemental differences I’ve found between RHP and LHP is the LHP tends to be a lot more work. You’re focusing on yourself for the most part-your ascent and so on. Whereas on the RHP you’re just expected to have faith in God or the gods you worship

[anon48532061]

@Akashiel

I mentioned my gender identity and sexuality

Oh I didn’t have the chance to read about it. Now I am interested.

I guess you explained it because at that point it was important for you to make the statement.

[Akashiel]

Might have been that I had actually been dating a guy semi seriously for the first time back then.

[anon48532061]

It could be. The mind is fascinating sometimes!

[Mani]

I’m still a single bean just waiting for the right girl at the right moment. If you’re wondering, I’ll be 18 in 3 days so theres that-I’ll be legal by then . Doesn’t seem like I’m awfully young does it

[Dremora]

I am 18 soon 19 wink wink