No, the change came directly after.
~Hard to believe its been only “three days”.
To say so much: I now know what flaws are of the enemy,
and not mine.
The enemy killed the passion build up by the anger and disgust,
tried to throw me into a pit, where i wouldnt have the passion to establish something
that isnt for their cause.
The enemy made me confuse my understanding of simple instructions.
The enemy made me question-spam my allies.
The enemy tried its best, but im not alone.
The enemy made me doubt my potency and that of the work.
Once you realize, how frightenly omnipresent the enemy is,
and how it feels to be without their brainfog, only then will you
know, with every fiber of your being, that only brethren are to be trusted.
Not believing into the enemy, is desired by the enemy.
The JCI DO WIELD power.
Death to the JCI.
Death to the RHP
Death to all who use their poisonous powers.
Death to all who preach the corrupted systems.
Death or revelation.
Those are the only options.
You think, that mankind created the gods?
~No surprise, since you use ways of working with “them”.
You use corrupted techniques, rewritten by the enemy,
followers of those ways created eggregores.
That is why the disrespectful “im the operator, highest being in existence” -approach
sort of works, since you DID create or fed those eggregores, so yes,
you are their master.
And even IF you use valid methods, or allmost clean systems like the qliphoth,
you are still a unprotected target, due to your ignorance of the enemies constant
attack on everything about you.