For Walpurgisnacht, I decided to evoke Belial. It seemed appropriate given “witch’s night” and Beltane. Also, this pink moon is all about new beginnings, entering a new phase, etc. Not mention the work that E.A. and company are doing at the same time.
I cobbled together this sigil. It was rather effective. Once I began the work, the lines took almost no time at all to not only flash but to blur out and evaporate into smoke. That was pretty trippy.
His answers to my questions were fairly brief. When I asked him “what is your true nature”, his response was “I am Nature. As such, I am the literal God of the World.” By that, I’m guessing he’s referring to his earth element and essentially saying that he’s “god” of the “world”, as in, nature itself.
I’m guessing there’s already a known Cernunnos connection?
I also have a note that just says “Egyptian”. I seem to recall thinking that was enough to jog my memory later but, uh…nope. XD
Anyone aware of a verified Egyptian connection?
I asked if there was anything I could do to better my life. His answer was “Let go”. I kind of like that.
He gave me some very interesting hints regarding The River. I need to process it a bit and do some research but…it could be pretty awesome.
He was in support of my idea of turning magick into a full-time gig, on a few fronts. He seemed amenable to helping make that happen.
One really wild revelation, and he could be fucking with me…I was thinking about his description, the one about twin angels riding a chariot. And I muttered “The chariot is the merkaba. The twins are Gemini”. And then felt one of those oh-holy-shit moments, with the conviction that he is the thing that created the concept of Twin Flames. Which, for me, would be kind of a big deal. And it would explain a lot.
Fwiw, I distinctly felt Belial smile with this one.
In general, his tone was respectful and he never seemed condescending or irritated or anything like that.
He gave me a familiar that manifested as a weird, winged, leopard-serpent. I asked for a name and there was a pause before I heard “Isama”.
Isama is Armenian for “name”. It’s like he was saying “I don’t know. I just popped this thing out. You name it.” Lol.
I did a bit of research and there is a winged leopard thing in Daniel, in the bible. So there’s some sort of precedent, I guess. I have no idea what to do with it but ok.
This is fun…I have this hippy-dippy “crystal grid”. As it turns out, I designed Belial’s sigil to fit on it perfectly. This was not intentional. Not with my conscious mind, anyway.
Here’s the grid:
Here it is with his sigil laid on it:
So, I have an “abundance crystal” that I’ve been charging and whatnot for the past 6 months or so. I also have a rose quartz orb that I got when I was told to create an object for channeling spirit guides. Over time, its purpose has morphed.
I put them both on the sigil and grid, as those energies would serve toward the aforementioned life goals.
After a couple hours of sitting on the sigil-grid, some weird shit started to happen to the crystal…
The maroon tint is from wine, from an earlier ritual. But the multicolored glow in the triangle bit at the top is new, as is the dark hue in the bottom. I took it off of the grid and verified that it’s not the reflection of the orb and sigil. That stuff is in the crystal. Something is happening to it.
As always, thoughts/opinions on all this are certainly welcome and appreciated.
- lls
But what about the title “That Lordless Lord” mean?
