Firstly I see a lot of new faces here. Welcome those of you whom have just began your paths, and I truly hope that you are enjoying them.
For those who know me, whats up guys! I miss talking to all of you.
Being it is Thanksgiving in America where I am from, I want to illustrate something that is on my mind. That is how thankful I am to have discovered magick and all that comes with it. I am thankful for all of you who have helped pointed me in the right directions when I first began and assisted in my foregoing ascension in spirituality when I did not know what to do.
I have come such a long way since then, and my entire life has changed in so so so many ways that I can never repay to so many entities and people. Technically I am not supposed to be on the forum right now.
Around September of this year at the peak of my magickal abilities and esoteric successes, an entity who I was never drawn to finally came to me. He had illustrated to me that my entire life had been made of magick (which I knew) but that I was so unbalanced that I must come back to reality. My guides and this entity had shown me a future in which I do not want if I continued to use only magick to attain the life that I want. Basically, they explained to me that I was relying too much on magick, and I needed serious grounding. At least one year, of no magick, meditation, or evocation. I can read, but no practice. I am a smart guy, but I guess the occult was taking me over and parts of it were actuallly blocking my sharpness and street smarts that was beginning to prevent me from maneuvering the way I have to to get to where I want.
I had risen to higher realms, and brought those powers to the physical plains, but with that I was losing control of my conscious mind by succumbing too much to the subconscious mind… I was losing balance.
Well I admit what they have said is apparently true, and after magick laid the foundation to build upon, now I am using my normal human ability to attain what I am after… ugh I cannot wait for this to be over. I miss the occult so fucking much.
However with all of this said, I just wanted to touch base and say thank you to all whom I have befriended on this forum. I miss you guys. You all know who you are. I hope you’re all getting to where you would like to be as well. Happy Thanksgiving