I’ve been getting increasingly active on different occult forums in the last few months, to the point where people are actively asking for my help. So far it’s been fairly simple shit like tips for spells or explaining concepts. That I can do in my sleep. I never expected nor wanted to get involved past a superficial aspect. Here’s 2 recent examples of how that got thrown out the window.
The first case is an atheist chick who was researching witchcraft online and dabbling in it. Apparently she was good at it, because she managed to evoke something. That’ll fuck up your religious views quick. So she’s freaking out, not knowing if she’s going crazy and not sure if she can trust the spirit. I had to walk this this chick through properly cleaning, banishing, and shielding because she just fucking skipped that part of the research. And then I had to identify the spirit, help her confirm it was safe, and teach her the basics of working with a spirit guide.
What was nerve racking is that at a certain point I felt like they were my responsibility. If I fucked up I could have possibly driven this girl insane or something. Never get that invested. Thankfully, everything worked out and now she has a spirit friend to guide her.
Second case is a chick that specifically requested help from a girl. What? Fuck my genitalia, now I’m curious.
“It’s an incubus isn’t it?”
“How’d you know?”
“Supernatural and possibly embarrassing to talk about. WTF else would it be?”
So she starts PMing me and we get to talking about her life. I was able to accurately guess her sun sign with small bits of information, which I’m proud of myself for. Shout out to Lady Eva for getting me into astrology again, I’m loving it now.
Before we could even get back on the topic of demons and spirits we needed to unblock chakras and bring up issues from her past. And I was subjected to some horrifying shit. Like, abusive, PTSD, make you hate all men type of shit. Epathy is getting shut off for the rest of 2018.
And when all that was done I linked her to some books from Crowley and got her started on demonolotry.
So that was my week. I don’t even remember what the point of this story was…
Don’t become a guru unless you’ve got xanax on demand. That’s your moral. Have a good one.