So I dunno I I can answer some o the questions like what profession you should look into with my cards but I’ll pull one about if you’ll be able to be happy and healthy, if you had good sense of touch and stuff like that I recommend a succubus there insanely loving I’d you can feel her energy she will make you feel better just being near her then the passion exc will help.
I’ll also pull a card and ask what should you focus on when looking or a career hopeing it’ll be able to spark sonethinbin you about what to do, but honestly I’d try asking @Maxwell for a scan ifs he’s willing he should’ve able to help you he channels pretty darn good when I tried I got don’t do computer engineering follow your heart then maybe try programming but when I said maybe try programming nobsure if channel or my thought I had paused for a moment. I’ll try again, “I’ve allready finished the reading” (just read the reading it’s all there) (you got it dont worry) (your scared of yourself stop running and tap into your potential)
First question upside-down the magician
Trust your intuition you are smarter then you think
The Magician card reversed suggests you may be working against your own creativity. Perhaps you feel that your ideas are too scandalous or too precedent breaking. Perhaps you feel it should be someone else who communicates these insights or challenges. Perhaps you are uncomfortable with taking a leadership position, even a temporary one.
Ask yourself what you have to lose. Have the courage of your convictions and speak your truth.
So to me it basically says to center yourself stop being so negative about yourself take a leadership role to help get yourself o the desired goals, so definitely think about that when thinking about what to do job wise.
Question 2 a card to give you idea what to do job wise,
Six of pentacles
Think of yourself as someone who can assist others in refining their skills and talents and using them successfully
This suit, most often named “Coins” or “Pentacles”, is a symbol for a magical talisman that represented wealth or potential. This suit represents something supportive that is available to you – whether it be health, some kind of talent, a material or financial resource.
The Six of this suit is the card of patronage – generosity with strings attached. The picture shows a rich man giving alms, his reputation enhanced from his giving, but without having helped anybody really better him or herself. Sometimes there is an inference that the giver will be expecting something back for his giving, perhaps sexual favors.
Sometimes this card is interpreted as referring to some kind of patron or benefactor who rescues a talented person from oblivion, but then wants to dictate what the artist works on as his fame grows. Inequality of power is generally a factor in this card, and the person being helped needs to be careful not to trade off heart and soul for a shortcut to fame or fortune. Each player in this scenario needs to examine the possibility they are taking one side or the other in an unbalanced power struggle.
I just got stuck at the sexual favors part so my opinion is man whore to Rich old women. .
Jk u less you wanna. Hope the reading helps Maxwell posted in this thread you can ask for his help in the page I don’t mind. I dunno if random pm is smart but hopefully the reading helps you out.