Taking a weird energy

I don’t know what energy I took in I first visualized a pentagram opening beneath me to hell and a dark tentacle going into my spine filling me with demonic energy my crown getting filled with black liquid AKA how I visualize demonic energy the liquid goes down my Shakira’s but after the I visualized me being in a void black tendrils sprouting from me like venom or a veiny pathway digging into the skin of reality and taking in a blue energy I normally don’t talk about this stuff or my scetesism telling me it’s nothing but I felt weird and different when taking in the energy

Any explanation for this or theories about this I’m pretty curious

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Blue is associated with cognition and intelligence, in qigong and yoga it’s to do with the upper dan tian or ajna wheel.

It sounds like you connected to the earth then didn’t drive the connection to draw blue light, but you needed it and the overall intent was to make you stronger?… qi is sentient and capable of moving to reading to that intention.

The implication is either you are used to upper Dan tian meditations and the energy to the easiest path, or you just really needed that more than other flavors on energy.

I wouldn’t worry about the tendrils, this is your visualization tool to draw energy - it’s an analogy

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Interesting my intent was to make me stronger that’s pretty interesting that you could tell from color alone

I don’t worry about the tendrils I just wanted to explain the visualization in depth

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Is blue the color of the upper dan Tian and that is associated with cognition and intelligence?

This is very interesting I want to know more about I’m invested because I’m personally involved in this experience any idea where I can find more information about this?

My theory is that the first thing I did with the pentagram filled me with demonic energy and that somehow enhanced my abilities to take in the blue energy I don’t know if it holds any water but I like to try this theory somehow because if that theory is correct I can empower more magick with demonic energy that would be a valuable tool

It’s the color associated with an energy center at the forehead called the ajna wheel aka chakra. Each of the main chakras have a name and a color as well as other associations. It’s a strong, deep blue also called indigo, and in qigong blue is also associated with wisdom, also will and creativity and also storage, all things you were doing at the time, so it fits for me in both systems that the energy appeared blue to fit the intention and develop the water and wisdom in you through the forehead.

There’s no such thing as demonic energy, you were pulling from the Earth as that’s the direction you cultivated qi from. That’s find and good and grounding. You should keep drawing new energy, convent it to human energy as will happen naturally, it will nourish and strengthen you and let you do more work in that session. By labeling it “demonic” you filtered it to be more yin, but as long as you are balanced overall that’s fine.

Another funny thing is blue is associated with the urinal bladder on the picture after I took the blue energy I needed to pee 3 times I don’t know if it’s connected but it can’t be a coincidence

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That could very well be as the bladder meridian could also have been stimulated :slight_smile:

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Interesting that there was a fysical reaction that are supported by the facts what can be the possible long-term benefits of taking this energy I’m going to monitor this progress because like I said I’m invested

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Is taking yin energy a problem? Are there things I could be looking out for and what do you mean by balanced?

I’ve been interested lately into the idea of taking energy of a more darker nature to use it for my goals or taking knowledge from people like mind reading or something to use that against people I only use that against killers I’ve accepted my dark side I describe myself as chaotic good because that describes my morality the best

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Only if it unbalances you - you want to be in the middle not too yin or too yang.

If you are too hot, taking yin energy would be beneficial. E.g., if you are already feleling yin - meaning having yin state of being, like being cold, depressed, low motivation, quieter than usual, low energy, unassertive etc… it could push you to be colder and make the unwanted side of being yin worse.
But, if you have a fever, you can cool yourself down by pulling energy from the Earth, or even the Arctic, which is cold. If you feel cold or depressed, it would be better to pull from the Sun to warm yourself up with yang energy, and restore your balance.

If you mean “dark” as in “black magick, bad intentions” dark, then this is not a quality as much as an intention. Energy by itself doesn’t judge what it’s used for.
Energy is the tool, a hammer is not good or bad, it’s the person using the hammer and his intention, and the judgement around that that make it bad or good.

Yin and yang are relative - and yin means more dark, quiet, soft, yielding, small than yang which is brighter, louder, faster, bigger, stronger, harder, more aggressive.
So “dark” is maybe not yin for your purposes.

Right so it’s the intention that’s “dark”, more than the technique. This may not affect how you do the work, but how you use the info you get out of it.

But then this, also says your intention is light and yang, as you are protecting potential victims.

This is where the judgment part gets really obvious - those victims will never know you saved them, but they would probably judge you as light, almost an angel helping them, while the criminal would see you as dark. Sometime good people have to do bad things to bad people, and the actual evil thing to do would be to avoid responsibility and do nothing.

All it takes for evil to prosper is for good men to do nothing.” As they say.

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I came to the same conclusion thinking about morality

This is my whole intent for wanting to have power not only with this but every post on here this is the core of my desire the reason why I ask the reason why I’m trying to learn and with darker energy I mean that if I used something dark for my goals I still believe in my moral compass I’m confident in that

With dark I don’t mean bad or evil intent give it it’s moral value

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