Well, I’m posting this to get a little of myself out there, and maybe learn of some help, and other like minded people around me. So I’ll start by saying my experience with tgs is overly limited. I can’t just get there. I’ve tried sigil gazing, I’ve watched a lot of e.a.s videos and I’ve read several of his among others books. Along with knowledge from here and other web pages.
Now I am going to try again using some of the methods outlined on one of the main pages and in ea’s escape from hellish child abuse video after I post this, I just want to get a little bit out there and make myself more familiar and known to all you lovely people, acquaint myself, and maybe gather a little more knowledge.
Well my experience with tgs just doesn’t seem to work, I just drift off, or get so frustrated focusing and waiting I can’t stand it. I try relaxing and it works I feel my tension drain and my body “float” but either soon after I lose myself completely, or never attain that knowing, “static” connection and get frustrated. I’ve been in this lapse for a period of up to two hours previously and can’t figure out where it goes wrong, if anyone has advice.
Now when I’ve possibly, yet inadvertently accessed these states, my out of body experience was after coming back to consciousness from sleep. What had happened was I was trying to attain an obe, and I drifted to sleep. When I returned from sleep I realized what I was doing and pushed my chakras through my crown like the indicated method I was trying instructed. It worked I was looking down on myself. Then is when I got stuck.
I couldn’t go any further out, and I couldn’t retract back in. My body wouldn’t move and my screams were blank cries only I could hear until my soul returned and I let out an audible screech while jumping to attention sitting now in my bed. The end. Well the end of the story. It was surely a fascinating scare that was discussed all night.
Okay now the bait has been set, the line is cast, time to catch a fish!
Is there anyone, anyoonnneee attt allll, who lives near Louisiana Missouri? Pike county or surrounding areas? I think a lot of my problem is I don’t really have anyone to discuss these kinds of ritualistic amazing things with, so I keep them inside, don’t act upon them, and gain lots of knowledge I have no idea what to do with. If someone was more experienced than me, I’d love to learn from you, and if not we could end up growing together!
Regardless id like to meet like minded people from anywhere I can call “friend” if you’re up to it, we could immerse in a discussion of the many arts or just general interests. I must say I have quite the many.
Thanks for your time! To anyone who actually reads all the way through. Hope to call some of you friends and the rest, one day, equals! Til then, I’ll be waiting and watching! ;.) Godspeed to all.