This is what happens when I’m up for too long on a school night,it seems.I start pondering some strange things.Below are some musings,and thoughts on belief,subjective synthesis,Chaos Magic,’‘God’’ as a failed experiment like in SciFi,Laboratories in Magic,and other things.Thought I’d just share it with you all fwiw.If there’s something there that’s really dumb,or a misstep on my part,don’t forget it’s pretty late now,and I’m pretty tired.
UPGs I’ve already stated before
Current understanding of,as we’ve called him,the desert troll god.
In a time of with no laws and no morality,people lived a harsh life,where you could get killed,raped,mugged,anything easily,and people needed some figure from above to establish itself,as a whip for the wicked.Arbitrary morals were established and this creature was fed the attention of the people through its cults.
Over time even the tyrants who were exempt of its laws were forced into submission,because ‘‘it’’ became real.A thoughtform and an egregore fueled by the fear,and adoration of the public.Over time this thing ate actual gods,and syncretized various systems into it.Then appearing to various prophets,it spread its faith,and spread its influence over that particular thing.
As the Aten it monopolized the idea of light the idea that IT WAS LIGHT,and governed light,something we as people cherish and adore.This thing then did the same as Ahura Mazda,conquering the notion of good,as Jehovah,it conquered love,and as Allah free will.
It also established itself as a mask over ‘‘Source’’ by ‘‘buying’’ the mantra ‘‘El’’ and in doing so monopolized the mythology of angels(who serve as the spirits of the natural order of things) into itself.
An experiment gone wrong and a monster on the loose
It’s a mess,this explanation is a mess,and most people here already know my UPGs on the DTG so there’s really no reason to talk about them here.
But I’ve been thinking,the way ‘‘it’’ became real,by convincing the people who made it and knew for a fact it was made up that it was real and then overthrowing them makes me think of a classical SciFi scenario,where the scientist creates something for the good of mankind,then realizes it is too unstable,seals it off,but it’s too late,and it suddenly kills its maker,or in some other way shows itself as more powerful than it.
And then is let loose upon the Earth to terrorize.
And while this view of ‘‘god’’ may seem,and truth be told is,hateful,keep in mind,god is a tool I think is good to use.It’s a tool from the toolbox.The thing is,though that I mustn’t really believe in it,truly,lest we end up like the ancients who made it.
Now,this leads us to several conclusion.The first one is that god not only acts like a monster,it IS a monster.Second of all,that it can still be contained,and/or destroyed.Third,that belief is a malleable and fascinating thing.
How to Make a Spirit,and the Nature of Time in the Astral
I can make a thoughtform.If I imbue it with demonic essence,that thoughtform will be,essentially,a demon.If given time and use by others,this demon will grow,and be used be brought into this world,until this demon becomes real.
Whether or not it is real,doesn’t matter.What matters is it works.
And if you recognize this demon as having been around for several centuries,then it will behave like that.But belief in its history and power,can be flipped like a switch between lying to yourself and telling the truth.
Because of the nature of ‘‘reality’’,neither of those is the Truth,ergo everything there is a lie.A lot of Chaos Magic deals with molding belief.
I remember defectron(hope he doesn’t mind the name dropping) once mentioned to me,that an egregore he made was around since ancient times.
If you truly think about it,time doesn’t make sense upstairs.Time doesn’t move,but space does.So if you make something up there now,it may take time for it to materialize here.Not because it has to condense,but because the very notion of time moving has to be brought into it.
Mental and Astral Labs
And upon building my fake demon,and giving it a fake history,and believing all of that to become real,my demon is a real demon.Like god,another experiment,which I can control.
Just flip the switch back and its power isn’t real,its just a thoughtform.Flip another one and it’s dead.
If anyone here does Chaos Magic(and don’t get me started on the whole spectrum of practices that are just jumbled into that one term) or a system where they make thoughtforms and such we could try to actually look at this as being in a lab.
If you have an astral temple,and/or mental cabinets(everything I have is both in my mind and out of it),then we can actually have a laboratory,for making servitors,and egregores.
And controlling them.Actually visualize the belief switches,as just that,switches.Incubation chambers for their creation.This can also connect to the energy pools I’ve talked about in my most recent vampiric post,to fuel these creatures,or if you’re using them to harvest or hunt,to have them feeding your reservoires.
Other key elements would be to defend this place well,knowing fully well that some nasty entity might try to break in to get things.
Magic Talisman Devices and Reptilian Laboratories
Now,an entity that I work with,details on her will be kept private,took me to her laboratory.Because of the nature of this entity her main place was represented as a lab,and it was quite cool,as I got to work with her tools to build the tech astrally,while I made the physical vessels for this tech in the real world,as the amulet.
And then I linked the two together,and merged them.
So this,too is an aspect of the laboratory.And if it involves an egregore,then this makes it just the more complex.Making a thoughtform,giving it a vessel in the lab,and linking that up to the physical vessel.
If the servitor rebels,just flipping the switch off and deactivating it leaves the machinery as it should be for the next one.
Removing the astral vessel means freeing the servitor(or destroying it),and leaving the physical vessel void.Hence why this element should be protected.
Removing the physical vessel leaves the machine alright,or damaged if it was still connected,which makes it less important.
Taking control of the other people’s monsters
My final realization of this evening is that ideas,events,circumstances,all have egregores behind them.We can kill these egregores and undo the situation.Sometimes these egregores are not egregores but very real spirits,doing very real things.
But this technically means we can contain and control ideas,and by extent,masses.If everyone believes that a particular brand is the best,because of their good advertising,then a spirit is pushing it on the sidelines,because of the intermingling nature of the spirit and real world.
Binding the spirit,can stop the organization.But if you take control of the experiment,of the spirit,it is possible,to switch the masses towards something else,like buying another product that’s similar becasue of that commercial,or changing the demographic,like old people buying Fanta because of commercials with skateboards.
And this applies to most every idea that’s fed constant attention.Even ‘‘god’’.
And wow,this is quite a soupful of crazy.I do realize this will raise some eyebrows,but it’s something I felt like sharing that others may find interesting.If there’s something terrible in my trains of thoughts,keep in mind it’s one in the morning,so I’m not thinking straight.In any case forgive this crazy rambling.