Hi, I started my journey into magick here, two years ago, summoning goethia demons for material gains like , laptops , flats reen tvs, which came to me within the week for next to nothing but the choatic forces i had been calling on have caused so much problems, mental , stress, infecting my partner causing mood swings amount other things.
I stopped using rituals untill i knew exactly what was involved,this is two years later and i have been using Hindu deitys for energy work and mantras, to wake my Kunfalini.
Now i had people fuck with me lately so i snapped and decided I’ve had enough and went against my decision to summoning demons for help, , i know i have an entity behind me holding on to my heart chakra and won’t let go, I’ll deal with that later, I summoned a wind goethia prince and binded him to a crystal and asked him to help my other guardians , light and dark stop others who have been trying to hurt me in real life, Ias I was in the zone sitting in a pentagram by crowley , holy water , holywood incense, copal on a charcoal censor, I watched a video for summoning \Lucifer, he showed up in a mirror as an eye, , I wasn’t even expecting it to work as it was an online ritual but instead of using god names from the judeo christian pantheon, I used Shiva as I have been working with them for a while.
I don’t know what to do now, its my first ever manifestation not in my mind, why show himself to me, does he have a plan for me, or what. He is the angel of light, but I get the impression he is a dragon or reptilian. I’m at a crossroads in wehter to continue with enlightenment or assume my shadow self and fuck everyone else around me, I’m sick of people trying to use and hurt me, ? Can someone let me know what there experience of Lucifer is ? I thought Lucifer only appeared to massive blood sacrifices,