I know that she meant it. But I still feel bad about it and I still have personal issues with approaching women. It’s too much of a hassle. Not worth the time investment. I think I will stay single in this lifetime because I want to persue other things (kundalini awakening, psychic abilities, left hand path, my body & health) there simply is not much time left when you work a 9-5 job and commuting to work every day.
I feel obliged to persue my spiritual ascension and I just don’t click with people. They are too mundane, too ignorant and I know it’s not their fault.