A little back story. I use to be haunted by some entity that would attack me in my sleep ever since I was a kid. I use to be really scared of him but as I grew older I began to resist it and the attacks became less frequent.
It’s probably been 2 years since I’ve encountered it and in that time I’ve been working on my accent and expanding my power. What happened was one night I was visualizing the black sun as I normally do and it showed up. I instantly recognized it by its presence. It attempted to attack me on my legs like it usually does only this time it only left like it was batting me with a feather duster. I braced myself but then began to realize how weak this demon had become. I then decided to attack it, and in a fit or anger and revenge I realized I couldn’t kill it so I decided to slowly drain it of its power until it faded off.
I was overcome with satisfaction as I drifted to sleep. However in my dream I found myself floating around my old apartment. I found myself in an extremely malevolent mood. Everything was in black and white and I was drawn to my old bed. There were two guys in the bed who looked wide eyed freaked out, and I found myself just floating around tormenting them and really getting off on it. I forget the rest of that dream.
I’ve been having similar dreams where I’m haunting people and I don’t k ow what’s going on. Did I steal the demons power or did I become the demon? And how do I get it to stop, I’d much rather do something else in my dreams then mess with people.
Although ever since that started I find myself much more energized. I can act in real life much more deliberately and easily, doesn’t seem like there’s any kind of moral or anxious reaction that’s holding me back from doing anything.
Does any of this sound familiar? I’d like to stop the dreams but not if it means giving back the newly acquired freedom.